Happy birthday to me! Here is a present for everyone :D

I was gonna put up Dave too but my mom just called me and told me to bring my car to best buy so they can put in a radio!! THANK GOD!!!! I have missed my radio SOOOOOO much!! To anyone who doesn't know, my radio got stolen a couple months ago. IT SUCKS.

just a quick post, I still have things to do!

I pierced my ears again today, so now I have 3 holes in each ear! hooray! I actually REALLY like the way it feels, being pierced. I enjoy some forms of pain. wow I'm weird :)

tomorrow is my birthday, so I except 2309570398424309587123 comments telling me happy birthday and how beautiful I am. or something....anyways I'll be 17. what does that offer? getting into R movies legaly, oh hooray. its not like I pay for movies anyways!

alrighty well I gotta finish my cake for tomorrow and then head on over to Irena's! I don't know what we're gonna do, I just don't wanna be hungover for my bday.

OK so I've decided to change Husband of the day to Husband of the Week, simply to make it easier for me and my poor little Katie-brain.

I feel really alone for some reason. People are bothering me. Not like, vibing me, just annoying me! But I feel like I am losing my friends. I don't know. I feel really empty. I'm sitting here, ready for the day, and I spent a really long time getting ready and putting more effort into it than usual, and I know that all I will probably do today is go to work. I don't know. I need my friends.

It rained today! Like REALLY rained! I drove Jacinda back to the airport, and it was thundering and lightning-ing and ahh! It was so cool!! I love rain. I love the smell, the sound, the look, the feel. I love lightning, I love thunder. I love when the electricity goes out. I love rain.

Well I'm very in love with A Mighty Wind. I'm just so in love with Eugene Levy's character! He was the cutest thing in the world!! And so...

Husband of the Day: Mich. So adorable! You don't understand unless you see the movie! See??? Its a little big, lo siento.



I feel rather empty. I actually have nothing to talk about.

Well I thought the party was good. I personally didn't have the best possible time (nothing bad....just nothing outrageously good), but it seems others had fun, which is awesome. I got enough $$ for a whole concert, which kicks ass, thanks to everyone who contributed to the Katie-summer-concert-fund!

Jacinda's in town, which is cool. I don't have much to entertain her w/, but last night we went to the Cinemacafe and saw Chicago (for the 5th time for me :D) which was really cool! It was alot bigger than I had imagined for some reason...and they had really good popcorn :D Before that we went and saw Bruce Almighty, which was really funny. Jim Carrey flick. Just as expected. I really liked it, but not enough to see again. Today we went w/Kyle and saw A Mighty Wind which was sooooooo good! Its about a fold music reunion, lol. Folk music, guilty pleasure. Plus we got in for free, which is always a plus!

Husband of the Day: I guess I've never had Anthony Kiedis as my husband! Which is really really weird, considering he is the sexiest man alive. OMG here he is kissing Eddie Vedder, another one of my husbands. That is so hot :D :D :D I'll find a REALLY good pic some time, but for now this is awesome!

I hate my sister. I hope she dies an awfull death. She thinks the whole fucking world revolves around her, and I'm sick of it. I want sooooooo badly to slap her. UGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

oh the other hand, my birthday party is on Friday, so EVERYONE must come and make me happy :) plus it kicks off summer!! woohoo!!!

......my trig exam raped me.....

Husband of the Day: Chris Cornell. VERRRRRRRY sexy (or sexay as Jacinda would say). Lead singer of Audio Slave, formerly of Sound Garden. Very sexy voice, body. ahhhhhhh. This picture of him is old, but sexier than he is now. Long hair :D rrrrrrrrrrrrrow

OK, sorry I haven't posted in a while, my grandparents are staying here (ugh!!) and are staying in the computer room, so I can't be online at all hours of the night. Infact, its 9:19, they'll probably want to go to bed soon! Well, I was only grounded this weekend, which was my brother's graduation party anyways, so it was: get ready for party, party, recover from party. It was fun! Today at Wallmart I discovered 2 things: Lupe is such an ugly name! Who would name their kid Lupe! Cruel parents! And....fuck. Never mind, I forgot the second one.

Husband of the Day: OK I had a really good one earlier but I forgot, so we'll go w/.....ooh!! Ryan from the peak!!! He's sooooooooo hot! I'm very in love with Ryan! I love his nothin' but 90's friday nights! I've met him a couple times, he likes Dave. And I LOOOOOOVE it when he talks about Dave! If we ever had sex, instead of saying something like "oh, Ryan, talk dirty to me!" I'd say "Oh, Ryan, talk about Dave!!!" lol......this picture is him (right) with David Lee Roth!

Well, today I got caught ditching w/2 friends. We are suspended tomorrow, we don't get to make up any work we miss. Which really isn't too bad cuz most classes are reviewing. But the whole thing still sucks. I don't know what my parents are gonna do, they still haven't said anything at all, which is really really weird. But I'm still really scared! Thats all I have to say about that...

Husband of the day: Forrest Gump :) He is the ulitmate man (besides Dave of course). He is just so sweet and caring and giving and ahhhh. He's such a wonderful person. I'm inlove w/him, lol.

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I like to watch baseball. Even softball. My family has been involved in it for 13 years, so I live at the park in the summer. I just got back from watching Lorn's softball game. They won. It was quite exciting. As was sitting next to a really hot guy.........and not saying a word to him. Oh well. Its weird, cuz I was at Wally World before going there, and I wasn't sure if I wanted to, but I thought, "oh hell, lets go, maybe some hot guy is watching his little sister." Well, one was! How encouraging. I need a boyfriend to take my mind off of other things...

Husband of the day: Boyd Tinsley. Violinist of the Dave Matthews Band. Not outrageously handsome, in fact he's a little ugly. But he is VERY buff (he's Buff Boyd!) and kicks ass at the violin solos! He's got a solo album coming out on June 17th, titled "True Reflections." The song True Reflections can be found on various live DMB albums. He has a single out, entitled Listen. I've heard it sounds a bit like Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers, but having never heard them, I can't say anything! It could be described as "summery" I suppose. Its a good listen, check it out. I'll find a link later. Here he is! Check out the buff-ness!

I hate being single.

Husband of the day: Dave Matthews. I know, its about time. There's just all these great newcomers that I'm also in love with! What can I NOT say about Dave? He's extremely handsome (even though he's mid-30's, thats ok!), has an amazing voice, amazing talent, amazing lyrics, ::sigh:: I wish I could meet him just to dry hump...er....thank....him. He's an amazing person. Giving, caring, inteligent, funny as all hell, loving.....he is involved in so many things to help people and the earth. He is the ultimate man. I love Dave!

OK I changed my photo on hotornot and now I'm a 4.2. Am I really that bad? I thought this picture was fairly good, but I guess not. I was a 7.something before. Guys are asses. If you notice the guys can be REALLY ugly and still be around a 7, but chicks can be fairly pretty and be around a 3. Whats up with that? Here's the picture I changed it to that makes me a 4.2 :(

I don't think its so bad.....guys just naturally hate me I suppose.
Husband of the day, Howie Day :D I'm very very VERY in love w/him, isn't he adorable?? Don't you love him??

It appears some people hate Jack Johnson. Those people suck :D Yesterday Jack Johnson was my husband again, so I don't feel the need to do him (heheheh) again. Today, since I found Yield, which I thought I had lost, and was very sad about, my husband is Eddie Vedder. He is very very sexy. As is this kid on hotornot that looks like him AND likes Dave! Wow! But he won't talk to me, lol. Maybe its cuz I'm so inlove with him. ANYWAYS, here's Ed from Pearl Jam, whom I will see on June 7 in Pheonix at the Cricket Pavilion!



Yesterday I saw XMen (the first one) so I could go and see the 2nd one sometime this weekend. It was SOOOOO awesome! I'm very inlove with Wolverine!!! Ahhhhh, ::woosh:: hehehe. It was so cool, I want to see X2 this very moment. But I must go to work instead and battle all the mother's-day-card-buying idiots. Ugh.

OK I just decided in the kitchen that I'm gonna have this thing EVERYDAY called "My husband of the day." How creative of me, I know. So today my husband is Jack Johnson. I'm off in JJ-land, can't stop listening to On & On, its SOOOOOO good!! The fact that he is married is irrelivent (sp?). :D I wish I could figure out how to do pictures and I could post my husband of the day everyday! Kristin or Kyle should help me w/that.....;)

here's a pic! hooray!!

THANKS KYLE!!! :D

Holy crap, everyone and their grandma is online! But I'm only talking to 2 of them....what does that say about me?

I just made up something kinda cool. "Life is just a bunch of floating boats." You know, when people say "whatever floats you're boat"? All I do is do silly stuff and make myself as happy as possible in order to float my boat....so thats what I'm making my life. I am now a floating boat :)

Today was a really good day until school ended, izn't dat veird? Once I went to work and everything, everything crashed and burned. I just was trapped in this depressive state. I think it was from reading the Potok book. I really do hate this book. Alot. Ok, so its got good symbolism and imagery, but I fucking HATE the plot...I hope this book dies an awfull death.

On the other hand, I bought Jack Johnson's new cd, "On and On." I'm only on song number 7, "Wasting Time," but I already really like it! Its different from "Brushfire Fairytales" in the sense that there are more musical instruments in this one. On BF, if I'm not mistaken, all the songs are just Jack and his guitar. Very cool. But on O&O, we've got Jack, his guitar, a bass guitar, and percussion! Sounds the same for the most part, just more mmf to it, you know? I highly suggest it, very very good!

I've come to the conclusion that I HATE Wal-mart. OK, I already knew this, it just slapped me harder in the face today. It said "fuck you, Katie, we, the cards, HATE you, and we will KILL YOU IN YOUR SLEEP!!!" Ok, a little exagerating....but the cards really do hate me. I am ready to quit this job, I'm sure I will for the summer to have mas dinero!

I just came to the conclusion that my friends are weird. I mean, really, really, confusing. I don't know what they want, and I doubt they do. I think only 2, MAYBE 3 people in the whole world actually know me. The real me. The others I, in a way, hide myself from, because of the way they think of things and the way they react to me. I know I keep bringing this up but I really don't understand. To my face they'll be the sweetest people. But later.....I dunno. Screw it. If they can't respect me, I don't need them. I've got my real friends anyways, they know who they are. I love both of you so much!! As for my other friends, my "fun" friends, I love all of you guys too, and I really have nothing against you! All of my friends make life worth living. Even when things like this happen, thats ok! I'm moving onto better things for me! Its time I stopped letting people walk all over me, and I do somethings for myself once a while. :D

Man, prom was fun!! We got there right at 9, so no one was there, lol, and it was kinda freaky. But once people showed up things got fun. And once I got out on the dance floor I danced to all the SHIT they were playing. And man, were they playing shit. Rap, techno....rap, techno...slow song...rap...techno...rap, pop, rap...prettymuch it. Towards the end it got better, 2 oldies songs, The Beatles! They played 2 or 3 swing songs, which were fun, I wish I knew how to swing dance though, lol. The dj was an asshole. I told him too :) Damned bastard wouldn't even play Dave....grrrrrrrr. Oh well, I still had fun. And afterwards Kat, Kyle, Maggie, Oscar, and I met Irena, Kassi, and Becca at IHOP and were loud and annoying, which is always fun. IHOP sucks though. They take too damned long. I like Denny's more, plus I have connections there ;) Anyways, I had alot of fun last night. But throughout the night I saw SO many couples that sat the whole time or made out the whole time! "Hey! Lets pay $30 each to make out at school! Woohoo!!" No offense to anyone, but....come on! Oh well, to each their own. I had an awesome time. Could have been more fun with a date for those slow songs, but Kat and I danced :) I'm gonna miss a couple seniors: Sisco, Kat, Emma, Eztrella, Ed, John. They're all cool kids and I wish them the best of luck! I can't wait for our senior prom! Woohoo!! :D

Well I got up at 8:00 this morning, and my mom anounced that I HAD to go to work today. I said I definitely didn't have time because I was going to help set up at school. Well she bitches and bitches and I end up going to work, which made me sick. Seriously, I don't feel very good. So I'm taking it easy, hoping I'll be better by tonite, which is why I'm not at school. On the other hand, I'm whitening my teeth! My mommy bought me Crest Whitening strips, and I just put them on.....they make my lips and tongue tingle, cuz I kinda got the gel everywhere, lol....well I get to do this twice a day for like a month I think and I'll have whiter teeth! Hooray!

Well, I was right, people are upset with me because of my decisions. I personally think I made a good decision. Because I love my friends, and I hate being mad at eachother. There's nothing I could do about the situation, so I felt I should just drop it and go on with life. I don't wanna spend my last year with them being mad at them and losing them for stupid reasons. But if some feel that way.....thats just kinda low. Hey, I'm only human.

I am exhausted. Helped set up for Prom. It looks really good, I'm really excited! I get to go back at 9:00 and help finish....I just want to, plus not many people at all are helping.

My comment thingy went away. Too tired to fix it. Kristin.....

Its only 9:30, it feels really late. And I haven't even started on english. I'll get going eventually. I am addicted to Minesweeper. Irena taught me how to play during history and now I can't get enough. It sucks you in, and you try and try until you win! Only, I don't win, unless I'm on the beginner level. I've advanced onto intermediate though :D

John Mayer is a very good artist. Check out his re-released cd, Inside Wants Out. Its better then Room For Squares. I'm inlove with him again. I hope he remembers me at the concert, hehe ;) Long story....he fell inlove with me in August. :D
..........one day I hope a guy writes a song about me.....::sigh:: lol, what a girl.

Today was better, I've got a really fun friend back, and I don't care what others think! Cuz this is my life, I'm gonna do whatever the hell I want (within reason....you know, the law, parents......they keep you from doing some stuff). We only have 1 year left. I'm not holding stupid grudges unless someone kills my dog or something. (Don't kill my dog). While I REALLY want this year to be over....I'm afraid to graduate. I mean, I really want to get on with life and move out of this damned state, but I'm scared. I'll die cold, hungry, and alone in college. Hopefully Paula and/or Jacinda will be there with me :D