I wrote this down in my phone about a week ago, and just now got around to typing it up:


I was just about to fall asleep, and I faintly heard Crash Into Me on my radio, so I turned it up. I had a very emotional couple of minutes, lying in bed listening to one of the greatest songs I have ever heard. I wanted to laugh and cry at the same time, both out of happiness. It was a state of bliss, complete NIRVANA. Its hard for me to explain how much this band really means to me. With each of their songs I heard, I go back to my memory of when I first really listened to each song. Its one of my favorite emotions, remembering those situations. It is one of the most peaceful feelings I have ever felt, and aI love it. I frst really listened to Crash when I was camping at Vallecitos, the most beautiful lake. Everytime I heara song off that album, I immediately see gigantic pine trees peacefullyl flowing in the wind. I love it.

I got my DMB seat locations! I'm in Section 3, Row L. Check the good map here. I'm gonna be so close to them that I will die! Only twelve rows back and a little to the left! I can't believe I got into one of the front sections. I may seriously pee in my pants at that concert. Paula, Kat, Harlie, Jess, Becca: Don't let me drink water before the show.

So dmbrr.com, DMB Rhyme and Reason, is creating a DMB license plate page, and I'm on it! Quite exciting, I know. I'm on this page. I love how well the yellow stands out. New Mexico is good for something!

"Katie, someday you're gonna make some guy very happy." I hear that from time to time. Last night I heard it from Taylor Osbourne. I suppose its fairly encouraging, but mostly depressing. SOME DAY. I'm impatient, I hate waiting for that day. I guess I have no other choice though. Last night I was talking to Chris about how it sucks when people pull the "your the greatest girl/guy, anyone would be so lucky to have you" shit, because it never seems to be true. I've only had one boyfriend, and that was for a grand total of 3 weeks. Regardless, it was probably one of my happiest times.

Boys suck. And I mean that in an "I love them" sort of way.