Together But Lonely

Wow, I accidentally stumbled upon my blog! I haven't seen this thing in like a year and half -- weird. Especially since my most recent posts are bitching about classes I barely even remember...and now I'm graduating in a month! Its so crazy to think this is finally happening! I'm finally done with school! I don't even know what to do with myself. What I'm going to do with myself...

Life is pretty good, if kinda lame, these days. I'm living on my own, which I love, because I can walk around naked, fart, and not worry about other people messing with my shit. But some times it can get kinda lonely. I've found that a lot of days go by without much conversation, except some between me and my cat, Caicos. But most week days are class, homework, class, homework, class. I usually don't talk to people in my classes, and come home in between since I literally live half a block from campus. I'm definitely ready for a big change. I'm so over this.

Of course I still love the people in my life -- my family, Matt, my friends. I just wish I saw them more. I feel like I'll never meet new people, but I guess I'll have to after I graduate, since it is very likely I will see even less of my few friends.

As of right now my "plan" after graduation is to just work in Santa Fe for a while, living with my parents probably...just save some money, then I would LOVE to travel more. Definitely more in Mexico and South America.

Right now I'm just trying to find mysef.