STAY, BEAUTIFUL BABY
Sorry its been so long, I actually hadn't checked my email til this morning. This week was unusually stressful and busy for me. I procrastinated Hmark working till Wed Thurs and Fri, and had to work a shitload on Fri, a shitload being 4.5 hours. Its not much compared to an average work shift, but its hell when you're in Wally World, stuck with hundreds of idiots looking for easter baskets celo wrap. Who actually WRAPS baskets in clear plastic? My parents....I mean....the Easter Bunny, certainly never did.
Jon Heder/Napoleon Dynamite came to the SUB on Wednesday, it was SWEET. It didn't seem like he knew why he was here....he talked about himself for like...20 minutes, then did a Q&A session (he made sure to tell us Q&A stood for Question & Answer). Some kids asked absolute crap, others did cool stuff like bring him tots and ask him to dance. Turns out the dance in the film was improv, wasn't coreographed (sp?) at all. And it also turns out Uncle Rico is a vegetarian. Getting hit in the face with a steak hurt. Falling off the fence hurt. Tina the lama belongs to the director's family.
Tuesday the 22nd was Matt and I's 6 month anniversary. Thats half of a year. Thats crazy. We went to lunch with Becca and almost Kassi. It was the most I've seen of him on a weekday like...ever. It was really nice. He got me flowers! No one has ever gotten me flowers, it was very very sweet. I also got a certificate for a chair massage, ooooh, and a really sweet card. I got him toilet paper and Peeps, which he enjoyed putting in the microwave, which was awesome. And I got him a Hmark card, cuz he only deserves the very best. That was his actual hair in the movie, they had to perm it twice, and it stung. The steak was microwaved and the tots were cold. Among other things. It was cool, there was a sweet NP lookalike contest, the kid who one did a very very good job.
And its time to go to my grandma's to eat BURGERS!!
Saturday, March 26, 2005
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
DAVEDAVEDAVEDAVEDAVEDAVEDAVE!!!!!
Oh man, SO much is happening in DMB land with the new cd coming out! A couple days ago the title of the cd was released (Stand Up) and the coverart was also released (the silver firedancer with a black background). Today aol released the first single, American Baby, which I LOVE! Preorder stuff is out, tour dates are up, !!!! So much stuff, and I'm way excited for everything!!
I love Dave!!
To check out American Baby, go here http://demand1.stream.aol.com/ramgen/aol/us/aolmusic/artists/bmg/davematthewsband/davematthews_americanbaby_fl_yfxhyfxfh.rm
Oh man, SO much is happening in DMB land with the new cd coming out! A couple days ago the title of the cd was released (Stand Up) and the coverart was also released (the silver firedancer with a black background). Today aol released the first single, American Baby, which I LOVE! Preorder stuff is out, tour dates are up, !!!! So much stuff, and I'm way excited for everything!!
I love Dave!!
To check out American Baby, go here http://demand1.stream.aol.com/ramgen/aol/us/aolmusic/artists/bmg/davematthewsband/davematthews_americanbaby_fl_yfxhyfxfh.rm
Thursday, March 10, 2005
I. Am. So. Tired. I got 5 hours of sleep, which would seem like enough, but an hour and a half into work, I completely ran out of energy. I left an hour and a half early, came home, and stuffed myself full of macaroni and cheese.
Last night I was in what was probably closest I've ever had to a perfect moment. I was lying in a sea of a bed in Matt's arms, nice and warm, watching Good Eats - my favorite tv show. I was so comfortable, thinking about how much I love Matt and how much I wish I could think like Alton Brown. He taught us how to brew our own beer! Not that I would actually ever wanna try it...it seemed complicated. And then we learned about nuts...I wanna make cashew butter! That seemed easy.
I just have one more midterm left, pilates, until SPRING BREAK! I'm gonna sleep for an entire week! Except for when I have to come back to Alb to work. And when Kat, Becca, and I go camping! Woo camping!!!
Last night I was in what was probably closest I've ever had to a perfect moment. I was lying in a sea of a bed in Matt's arms, nice and warm, watching Good Eats - my favorite tv show. I was so comfortable, thinking about how much I love Matt and how much I wish I could think like Alton Brown. He taught us how to brew our own beer! Not that I would actually ever wanna try it...it seemed complicated. And then we learned about nuts...I wanna make cashew butter! That seemed easy.
I just have one more midterm left, pilates, until SPRING BREAK! I'm gonna sleep for an entire week! Except for when I have to come back to Alb to work. And when Kat, Becca, and I go camping! Woo camping!!!
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
MAMA DAY
I got to see my mommy today! I love when she works at one of the wally worlds here because then we get to go to lunch/dinner (on her). Today we went to Applebee's and instead of getting my usual oriental chicken salad, I got the oriental chicken salad WRAP! Its prettymuch the salad wrapped in a tortilla, which was delicioso! And while I was waiting for her at wal-mart I decided to do some shopping which I knew she would pay for. I got some cool snacks and other just I needed for the house...like a red silocone wisk!
And then I came home and proceded to deep clean the whole kitchen. But I still need to clean out the fridge and mop the floor and wipe off the table. I tackled the counters and the oven. Oh! And while sweeping, I discovered we had one of those drawers underneath the oven for pots and pans!! A whole new storage space!! Now I have all sorts of room for more crap! Sweet!!
I had my spanish midterm this morning, which I didn't really care about but still did good on (I think/hope). I slept through my shower time again, so maybe I'll shower after I finish w/the kitchen. Then tomorrow I'll move onto the living room, then the laundry room, then my bathroom, and then my room. Hah, yeah right, I actually won't do shit again until Saturday before our bbq. Fuck, I need to call people about that. Attention to everyone who reads this (Kat, Brian, and Matt:)
Josh and I are having a bbq at our house on Saturday 2/12 around 3 or 4pm. You are welcome to stay the night, but bring shit to sleep in. We will have food, drinks ;) and movies. Of course it would rock if anyone wants to bring anything extra. We have a very nice list of 30 people -- 8 of those people being people I want to invite, and 22 of them being Josh's. I'm sure not even close to everyone will show up. This will be a great way to kick off spring break, and even a better excuse to fill my keg! Woo!
I got to see my mommy today! I love when she works at one of the wally worlds here because then we get to go to lunch/dinner (on her). Today we went to Applebee's and instead of getting my usual oriental chicken salad, I got the oriental chicken salad WRAP! Its prettymuch the salad wrapped in a tortilla, which was delicioso! And while I was waiting for her at wal-mart I decided to do some shopping which I knew she would pay for. I got some cool snacks and other just I needed for the house...like a red silocone wisk!
And then I came home and proceded to deep clean the whole kitchen. But I still need to clean out the fridge and mop the floor and wipe off the table. I tackled the counters and the oven. Oh! And while sweeping, I discovered we had one of those drawers underneath the oven for pots and pans!! A whole new storage space!! Now I have all sorts of room for more crap! Sweet!!
I had my spanish midterm this morning, which I didn't really care about but still did good on (I think/hope). I slept through my shower time again, so maybe I'll shower after I finish w/the kitchen. Then tomorrow I'll move onto the living room, then the laundry room, then my bathroom, and then my room. Hah, yeah right, I actually won't do shit again until Saturday before our bbq. Fuck, I need to call people about that. Attention to everyone who reads this (Kat, Brian, and Matt:)
Josh and I are having a bbq at our house on Saturday 2/12 around 3 or 4pm. You are welcome to stay the night, but bring shit to sleep in. We will have food, drinks ;) and movies. Of course it would rock if anyone wants to bring anything extra. We have a very nice list of 30 people -- 8 of those people being people I want to invite, and 22 of them being Josh's. I'm sure not even close to everyone will show up. This will be a great way to kick off spring break, and even a better excuse to fill my keg! Woo!
Sunday, March 06, 2005
MEOWMEOWMEOWMEOWMEOWMEOW
Man today was fun!!! I went sledding! I flew through the air!! It rocked so much.
So I went to Santa Fe this weekend, I went up there yesterday afternoon. When I got there, my parents and I went to wonderful Souper Salad, where I had delicious Vegetable Beef and ginger bread. Then I went home and took a nap, in order to store all the fat into my BELLEH!! (said like Fat Bastard) I woke up and watched a couple movies on tv, and became so bored I became depressed and started to cry a little. I hate when I do that. Then Kat called me! And we went and had coffee at IHOP!! We sat with some people she knew from swing, and they talked about it the WHOLE time and it was pretty weird. But I had awesome grain 'n nut pancakes, which were DELICIOSO! Came home, watched the end of a weird movie, went to bed at 2am.
Woke up at 9am in typical Sunday morning fashion to Dad and Lorn being VERY loud. Peed, and went back to bed until 12pm. Woke up, ate CEREAL!! Delicioso!! Rice chex, very yummay! Then after a while we decided (meaning I forced everyone) to go sledding! We drove up the mountain to where that ski shop is, but the sledding run was closed for no apparent reason. So we drove up to Big Tesuque and sled there, which was much better than the skiing run would have been anyways! We started off slow, then as we went farther up the trail the runs became steeper, faster, and with jumps. Lorn and I had some fun for about an hour, then for my grand finale, I decided to take the best run, and with more speed. I go down it alot faster than I had the previous times, and take a huge jump in the air. My dad said I went about 2 feet off the ground for a length of close to 6 feet. It seemed alot higher than that, but it was very fast. I was grateful when I landed well, but then I biffed it and tumbled over and fell on my head. I lied on the ground laughing/dying for a good minute, and it was wonderful. I LOVE sledding! Its the cheapest entertainment ever! Came home, and watched tv. And I guess that was it.
And now I need to write a 2 page reaction paper on whether or not I think drugs should be legalized. We read like 5 essays on the subject, and I have sided with no, but just the overall fact that it wouldn't do much good at all.
John Stamos is way hot. Even in post-Uncle Jesse years, way hot.
Man today was fun!!! I went sledding! I flew through the air!! It rocked so much.
So I went to Santa Fe this weekend, I went up there yesterday afternoon. When I got there, my parents and I went to wonderful Souper Salad, where I had delicious Vegetable Beef and ginger bread. Then I went home and took a nap, in order to store all the fat into my BELLEH!! (said like Fat Bastard) I woke up and watched a couple movies on tv, and became so bored I became depressed and started to cry a little. I hate when I do that. Then Kat called me! And we went and had coffee at IHOP!! We sat with some people she knew from swing, and they talked about it the WHOLE time and it was pretty weird. But I had awesome grain 'n nut pancakes, which were DELICIOSO! Came home, watched the end of a weird movie, went to bed at 2am.
Woke up at 9am in typical Sunday morning fashion to Dad and Lorn being VERY loud. Peed, and went back to bed until 12pm. Woke up, ate CEREAL!! Delicioso!! Rice chex, very yummay! Then after a while we decided (meaning I forced everyone) to go sledding! We drove up the mountain to where that ski shop is, but the sledding run was closed for no apparent reason. So we drove up to Big Tesuque and sled there, which was much better than the skiing run would have been anyways! We started off slow, then as we went farther up the trail the runs became steeper, faster, and with jumps. Lorn and I had some fun for about an hour, then for my grand finale, I decided to take the best run, and with more speed. I go down it alot faster than I had the previous times, and take a huge jump in the air. My dad said I went about 2 feet off the ground for a length of close to 6 feet. It seemed alot higher than that, but it was very fast. I was grateful when I landed well, but then I biffed it and tumbled over and fell on my head. I lied on the ground laughing/dying for a good minute, and it was wonderful. I LOVE sledding! Its the cheapest entertainment ever! Came home, and watched tv. And I guess that was it.
And now I need to write a 2 page reaction paper on whether or not I think drugs should be legalized. We read like 5 essays on the subject, and I have sided with no, but just the overall fact that it wouldn't do much good at all.
John Stamos is way hot. Even in post-Uncle Jesse years, way hot.
Thursday, March 03, 2005
STAND BY ME
I miss Matt. I've slept alone for 4 nights in a row, which is forever consdering I hadn't gone one night alone in more than a month. I got to see him Sunday night and again on Tuesday, which was nice, but rushed, but I understand that he's busy there.
Luckily Cooper keeps me entertained. He's such a screwball. He constantly meows, but is really smart and finally used the litterbox. He seeked his revenge on Josh by peeing on this stuff, including his computer. Josh chased him with the broom the other morning when he wouldn't stop meowing.
I think I may have lost the faceplate to my stereo, AGAIN. Lets revew the exciting history of my car stereos. I had my entire stereo stolen once. All the other times were my fault. One faceplate broke when it fell out of my purse when I went on the hammers at the county fair. I lost it the day of the DMB concert in '04. I think I broke or lost another faceplate another time. And now it is possible that I have lost this one. I love being retarded.
I miss Matt. I've slept alone for 4 nights in a row, which is forever consdering I hadn't gone one night alone in more than a month. I got to see him Sunday night and again on Tuesday, which was nice, but rushed, but I understand that he's busy there.
Luckily Cooper keeps me entertained. He's such a screwball. He constantly meows, but is really smart and finally used the litterbox. He seeked his revenge on Josh by peeing on this stuff, including his computer. Josh chased him with the broom the other morning when he wouldn't stop meowing.
I think I may have lost the faceplate to my stereo, AGAIN. Lets revew the exciting history of my car stereos. I had my entire stereo stolen once. All the other times were my fault. One faceplate broke when it fell out of my purse when I went on the hammers at the county fair. I lost it the day of the DMB concert in '04. I think I broke or lost another faceplate another time. And now it is possible that I have lost this one. I love being retarded.
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
DAVE MATTHEWS BAND TOUR DATES!!!!!
Wed / Jun 01 / UMB Bank Pavilion / Maryland Heights, MO *
Thu / Jun 02 / Tweeter Center / Tinley Park, IL *
Sat / Jun 04 / Post-Gazette Pavilion / Burgettstown, PA *
Sun / Jun 05 / Post-Gazette Pavilion / Burgettstown, PA *
Tue / Jun 07 / Germain Amphitheatre / Columbus, OH *
Wed / Jun 08 / Germain Amphitheatre / Columbus, OH *
Sun / Jun 12 / Verizon Wireless Music Center / Noblesville, IN *
Mon / Jun 13 / Verizon Wireless Music Center / Noblesville, IN *
Wed / Jun 15 / Blossom Music Center / Cuyahoga Falls, OH *
Sat / Jun 18 / ctnow.com Meadows Music Theater / Hartford, CT *
Sun / Jun 19 / ctnow.com Meadows Music Theater / Hartford, CT *
Wed / Jun 22 / Ford Pavilion at Montage Mountain / Scranton, PA *
Thu / Jun 23 / Verizon Wireless Amphitheater / Virginia Beach, VA *
Sat / Jun 25 / Hershey Stadium / Hershey, PA
Sun / Jun 26 / Nissan Pavilion at Stoneridge / Bristow, VA
Tue / Jun 28 / Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre / Charlotte, NC *
Wed / Jun 29 / ALLTEL Pavilion / Raleigh, NC *
Fri / Jul 01 / Saratoga Performing Arts Center / Saratoga Springs, NY *
Sat / Jul 02 / Saratoga Performing Arts Center / Saratoga Springs, NY *
Tue / Jul 05 / Tweeter Center at the Waterfront / Camden, NJ
Wed / Jul 06 / Tweeter Center at the Waterfront / Camden, NJ
Thu / Jul 14 / Ford Amphitheatre / Tampa, FL
Sat / Jul 16 / Sound Advice Amphitheatre / West Palm Beach, FL
Sun / Jul 17 / Sound Advice Amphitheatre / West Palm Beach, FL
Wed / Jul 20 / Starwood Amphitheatre / Antioch, TN *
Thu / Jul 21 / Riverbend Amphitheatre / Cincinnati, OH
Sat / Jul 23 / Alpine Valley Music Theatre / East Troy, WI *
Sun / Jul 24 / Alpine Valley Music Theatre / East Troy, WI *
Wed / Jul 27 / Darien Lake Performing Arts Center / Darien Lake, NY *
Sat / Aug 12 / SBC Park / San Francisco, CA (special 4 ticket limit for this show)
Sun / Aug 13 / SBC Park / San Francisco, CA (special 4 ticket limit for this show)
Wed / Aug 16 / Sleep Train Amphitheatre / Sacramento, CA *
Fri / Aug 19 / Gorge Amphitheatre / George, WA *
Sat / Aug 20 / Gorge Amphitheatre / George, WA *
Sun / Aug 21 / Gorge Amphitheatre / George, WA *
Thu / Aug 25 / Coors Amphitheatre / Chula Vista, CA *
Sat / Aug 28 / Home Depot Center / Carson, CA *
Sun / Aug 29 / Home Depot Center / Carson, CA *
Tue / Aug 30 / Cricket Pavilion / Phoenix, AZ *
!!!!!*****Wed / Aug 31 / Journal Pavilion / Albuquerque, NM ****!!!!!!
Fri / Sep 02 / Verizon Wireless Amphitheater / Selma, TX *
Mon / Sep 05 / Cynthia Woods Mitchell Pavilion / Woodlands, TX *
Wed / Sep 07 / Verizon Wireless Amphitheater / Bonner Springs, KS *
- DMB SHOWS TO BE ANNOUNCED
Sat / Jul 09 / TBA / Boston, MA
Sun / Jul 10 / TBA / Boston, MA
Sat / Jul 30 / TBA / New York, New York
Sun / Jul 31 / TBA / New York, New York
The show here in Alb at the Journal Pavilion is on August 31st!! The tickets for that show go on sale April 2nd at 10am at ticketmaster.com and for Warehouse members, the tickets are already open for requests!!!
!!!!!DAVE!!!!!
Wed / Jun 01 / UMB Bank Pavilion / Maryland Heights, MO *
Thu / Jun 02 / Tweeter Center / Tinley Park, IL *
Sat / Jun 04 / Post-Gazette Pavilion / Burgettstown, PA *
Sun / Jun 05 / Post-Gazette Pavilion / Burgettstown, PA *
Tue / Jun 07 / Germain Amphitheatre / Columbus, OH *
Wed / Jun 08 / Germain Amphitheatre / Columbus, OH *
Sun / Jun 12 / Verizon Wireless Music Center / Noblesville, IN *
Mon / Jun 13 / Verizon Wireless Music Center / Noblesville, IN *
Wed / Jun 15 / Blossom Music Center / Cuyahoga Falls, OH *
Sat / Jun 18 / ctnow.com Meadows Music Theater / Hartford, CT *
Sun / Jun 19 / ctnow.com Meadows Music Theater / Hartford, CT *
Wed / Jun 22 / Ford Pavilion at Montage Mountain / Scranton, PA *
Thu / Jun 23 / Verizon Wireless Amphitheater / Virginia Beach, VA *
Sat / Jun 25 / Hershey Stadium / Hershey, PA
Sun / Jun 26 / Nissan Pavilion at Stoneridge / Bristow, VA
Tue / Jun 28 / Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre / Charlotte, NC *
Wed / Jun 29 / ALLTEL Pavilion / Raleigh, NC *
Fri / Jul 01 / Saratoga Performing Arts Center / Saratoga Springs, NY *
Sat / Jul 02 / Saratoga Performing Arts Center / Saratoga Springs, NY *
Tue / Jul 05 / Tweeter Center at the Waterfront / Camden, NJ
Wed / Jul 06 / Tweeter Center at the Waterfront / Camden, NJ
Thu / Jul 14 / Ford Amphitheatre / Tampa, FL
Sat / Jul 16 / Sound Advice Amphitheatre / West Palm Beach, FL
Sun / Jul 17 / Sound Advice Amphitheatre / West Palm Beach, FL
Wed / Jul 20 / Starwood Amphitheatre / Antioch, TN *
Thu / Jul 21 / Riverbend Amphitheatre / Cincinnati, OH
Sat / Jul 23 / Alpine Valley Music Theatre / East Troy, WI *
Sun / Jul 24 / Alpine Valley Music Theatre / East Troy, WI *
Wed / Jul 27 / Darien Lake Performing Arts Center / Darien Lake, NY *
Sat / Aug 12 / SBC Park / San Francisco, CA (special 4 ticket limit for this show)
Sun / Aug 13 / SBC Park / San Francisco, CA (special 4 ticket limit for this show)
Wed / Aug 16 / Sleep Train Amphitheatre / Sacramento, CA *
Fri / Aug 19 / Gorge Amphitheatre / George, WA *
Sat / Aug 20 / Gorge Amphitheatre / George, WA *
Sun / Aug 21 / Gorge Amphitheatre / George, WA *
Thu / Aug 25 / Coors Amphitheatre / Chula Vista, CA *
Sat / Aug 28 / Home Depot Center / Carson, CA *
Sun / Aug 29 / Home Depot Center / Carson, CA *
Tue / Aug 30 / Cricket Pavilion / Phoenix, AZ *
!!!!!*****Wed / Aug 31 / Journal Pavilion / Albuquerque, NM ****!!!!!!
Fri / Sep 02 / Verizon Wireless Amphitheater / Selma, TX *
Mon / Sep 05 / Cynthia Woods Mitchell Pavilion / Woodlands, TX *
Wed / Sep 07 / Verizon Wireless Amphitheater / Bonner Springs, KS *
- DMB SHOWS TO BE ANNOUNCED
Sat / Jul 09 / TBA / Boston, MA
Sun / Jul 10 / TBA / Boston, MA
Sat / Jul 30 / TBA / New York, New York
Sun / Jul 31 / TBA / New York, New York
The show here in Alb at the Journal Pavilion is on August 31st!! The tickets for that show go on sale April 2nd at 10am at ticketmaster.com and for Warehouse members, the tickets are already open for requests!!!
!!!!!DAVE!!!!!
Monday, February 28, 2005
FUCK
Don't you hate it when you forget (sometimes on purpose, sometimes not) that you have important stuff to do? Well I am still in the process of procrastinating homework since I didn't get home to Alb until 1130 last night, and since Josh got a cat we stayed up till 130 playing with it. I have a soc test. I guess I'll just read over the notes. My honors group is meeting at 530, I haven't done any of my research. But I will do it between english and pilates, since I have an hour to waste. And I honestly forgot about that. I just don't care about soc. I'll care later I guess.
Our cat is named Cooper and he is white with orange on his back and he is really really friendly and loving and he purrs alot and he's really smart! He pooped in the makeshift litter box we created! I love him!
And now I have to drive across town for work. Fuck.
Don't you hate it when you forget (sometimes on purpose, sometimes not) that you have important stuff to do? Well I am still in the process of procrastinating homework since I didn't get home to Alb until 1130 last night, and since Josh got a cat we stayed up till 130 playing with it. I have a soc test. I guess I'll just read over the notes. My honors group is meeting at 530, I haven't done any of my research. But I will do it between english and pilates, since I have an hour to waste. And I honestly forgot about that. I just don't care about soc. I'll care later I guess.
Our cat is named Cooper and he is white with orange on his back and he is really really friendly and loving and he purrs alot and he's really smart! He pooped in the makeshift litter box we created! I love him!
And now I have to drive across town for work. Fuck.
Saturday, February 26, 2005
LET THE RAIN SPLASH ALL OVER YOU
Ahh, I love Santa Fe. I love everything about it. I love playing bingo at my grandma's house. I love napping with Boots. I love making fun of the chickens, I love the musical cars we play in the driveway. I love watching the food network. I love village inn. I love pancakes. I love how I got my stupid brother in trouble (he deserved it).
And I love how we are going to the mountains tomorrow to look at all the snow!! Meghan (sister) and her friends went sledding all over today and said the whole drive up is crazy, cuz there's just huge piles of snow on both sides of the road. She said she'd never seen so much snow here. I'm so excited! And I KNEW I should have brought pants and shoes for sledding. I just knew it!! I think I'll find something though and sled anyways, and just brave the cold. I think our plan is to go to Angelfire next weekend...if the cool sledding run there is still open. That would rock.
I love my kitties. Boots loves to hang outside with me and Rocky loves to be fat and cute and dirty and he likes to meow. Boots likes to bug mom too. April (dog) likes to lick the floor and bark at dad even when she recognizes his truck. I want to take Boots home with me. He's so lovey, even when I wake him up just to carry him around in that weird way that we like. Boots also loves it when Matt spins him, even though he'd never admit it. He does not, however, like it when Matt holds his head. Bad Matt.
Last night I saw Chloe! It was so weird! I was picking up Kat and Becca from Coronado to take them to Phi Delt and Chloe was out front with her boyfriend, who lives there, I guess! Her hair looked so pretty and I'm still not over it. She always had trouble with her hair and now its so pretty! It made me think of when we all went to Cochiti Lake at the very end of the summer, right before Harlie and Forrest left. I love those kids. And Nick too. Haha that was awesome when Tom couldn't go in the convenience store cuz he wasn't wearing a shirt, so he proceded to record his dissapointment on his camcorder.
Man I cannot wait till summer!! Kat and I went to AE and my feet got so excited when they saw the flipflops! And I tried on the cutest frilly white shirt that I can't wait to buy! And capris! I love feeling like a hillbilly wearing capris with my hightops. I can't wait to sport that when I climb trees! I'll be so buff from pilates I'll be able to scale those downtown trees in no time! And I'll be able to return to my lovely home of Super Salad! None of this Hallmark shit anymore, but back to Shawn & Angela!
Irena called me today! We talked and laughed for like an hour, it was fun! I miss her. I love reminiscing (sp???) about this summer with her. It was so fucking fun, I'm still not over it.
I want to take a road trip so bad. I don't care that its not warm yet. I'm itching to go soak myself in Pagosa Springs for a couple days. And later this summer to tube down the river. !!Oohh! And there will be alot more water in it this summer, so our butts won't hit the rocks like they always do! Score!!!
Matt is gonna be here in Santa all week, which makes me very sad because 1) Hello, I won't get to see him for a week! I'll die!! This will be the last you all see of me. Goodbye. 2) He'll be in Santa and I won't, which makes me jealous. I can't live without my Matt, I don't know what I'll do. I guess I'll just die.
Ahh, I love Santa Fe. I love everything about it. I love playing bingo at my grandma's house. I love napping with Boots. I love making fun of the chickens, I love the musical cars we play in the driveway. I love watching the food network. I love village inn. I love pancakes. I love how I got my stupid brother in trouble (he deserved it).
And I love how we are going to the mountains tomorrow to look at all the snow!! Meghan (sister) and her friends went sledding all over today and said the whole drive up is crazy, cuz there's just huge piles of snow on both sides of the road. She said she'd never seen so much snow here. I'm so excited! And I KNEW I should have brought pants and shoes for sledding. I just knew it!! I think I'll find something though and sled anyways, and just brave the cold. I think our plan is to go to Angelfire next weekend...if the cool sledding run there is still open. That would rock.
I love my kitties. Boots loves to hang outside with me and Rocky loves to be fat and cute and dirty and he likes to meow. Boots likes to bug mom too. April (dog) likes to lick the floor and bark at dad even when she recognizes his truck. I want to take Boots home with me. He's so lovey, even when I wake him up just to carry him around in that weird way that we like. Boots also loves it when Matt spins him, even though he'd never admit it. He does not, however, like it when Matt holds his head. Bad Matt.
Last night I saw Chloe! It was so weird! I was picking up Kat and Becca from Coronado to take them to Phi Delt and Chloe was out front with her boyfriend, who lives there, I guess! Her hair looked so pretty and I'm still not over it. She always had trouble with her hair and now its so pretty! It made me think of when we all went to Cochiti Lake at the very end of the summer, right before Harlie and Forrest left. I love those kids. And Nick too. Haha that was awesome when Tom couldn't go in the convenience store cuz he wasn't wearing a shirt, so he proceded to record his dissapointment on his camcorder.
Man I cannot wait till summer!! Kat and I went to AE and my feet got so excited when they saw the flipflops! And I tried on the cutest frilly white shirt that I can't wait to buy! And capris! I love feeling like a hillbilly wearing capris with my hightops. I can't wait to sport that when I climb trees! I'll be so buff from pilates I'll be able to scale those downtown trees in no time! And I'll be able to return to my lovely home of Super Salad! None of this Hallmark shit anymore, but back to Shawn & Angela!
Irena called me today! We talked and laughed for like an hour, it was fun! I miss her. I love reminiscing (sp???) about this summer with her. It was so fucking fun, I'm still not over it.
I want to take a road trip so bad. I don't care that its not warm yet. I'm itching to go soak myself in Pagosa Springs for a couple days. And later this summer to tube down the river. !!Oohh! And there will be alot more water in it this summer, so our butts won't hit the rocks like they always do! Score!!!
Matt is gonna be here in Santa all week, which makes me very sad because 1) Hello, I won't get to see him for a week! I'll die!! This will be the last you all see of me. Goodbye. 2) He'll be in Santa and I won't, which makes me jealous. I can't live without my Matt, I don't know what I'll do. I guess I'll just die.
Friday, February 25, 2005
I'd like to apologize to everyone with whom I was short this week. I've been in this weird mood for most of it, I have no idea why. I think my allergy medication is draining all of my energy, and I've just been grumpy for some reason. I think I miss my family, since I haven't been home to Santa in like 3 weeks. Thats why I'm going there tomorrow. And I'm gonna go early, and I may stay the night. I'm not sure yet. I just feel like all week i've been on the verge of tears for no particular reason. I've let little things get me down, little things that shouldn't even throw me off as much as they did. I was just extra-sensitive, and so I'm sorry to everyone.
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
LETS KEEP IT TOGETHER, CAN WE KEEP IT TOGETHER?
Holy shit, I cannot believe how HORRIBLE Jeopardy was tonite!! It was even the Tournament of Champions, meaning they kicked major ass back in the 80s when they were on the show. Two of the guys won tens of thousands of dollars and are now attorneys, and the other guy one the teen championship in 2002, so he's still in college, so I accept him sucking. But the other two have no excuse. They didn't get half of the questions in the second round, so one attorney and the college kid ended the 2nd round with negative points, so they didn't even go on to final jeopardy. The other attorney got the question right though and ended up with like...$25,000 I think. It was very very disappointing. However, I did really good in the astronomy category! Go lunar eclipses!
"I wonder if the pilgrams were CLEVER enough to put peanut butter in their celery." -Kitty from That 70s Show
Today sucked. Like really really sucked. Even though I faked cheery most of the day, I was faced with the feeling of not being wanted anymore. Its really a GREAT feeling. Really. Really. Great.
On a lighter note, I saw Mona Tokmachi today! Kat and I were stuffing our faces full of delicious philly cheesesteak sandwiches from Higher Grounds at the pond, and she was walking across the bridge! I hadn't seen Mona since....my birthday, probably! I miss her, she was always really fun. To those who don't know, Mona went to St Mike's through....sophomore year I think, and we were really close friends.
On another lighter note, Kat almost officially has a boyfriend! I'm very happy for her, and apparently Doug really likes her. She was bugging Paula and I with her lovy happiness while we were in bad moods. But good for Kat, she's been waiting for this one.
Howie and Dave (my mice) are getting really smart! Ok, Dave is actually just getting really fat, but Howie is getting smart! He is so intent on escaping the cage! He shimmies up behind the water bottle and looks around, way close to the top of the cage. If he could only cling onto the ceiling like spiderman and chew on the roof for a while, he'd be a free man. I try to tease him, by leaving the skylight open. He stretches up on the cheese wedge and really tries. He just needs to pull himself up and out of there. In the meantime, I'm teaching them both a way cool trick. I put my arms out beside my body in a straight line, and put on of them in my hand, and they run up my arm, across my shoulders, and down the other arm, into my other hand, just like in The Green Mile! Its so cool! Only they ACTUALLY sit in my hand, and I raise my hand up so they have to climb down, then they stop at the base of my arm, so I put them on my other shoulder and put my arm down, so he climbs down the other side. However, my goal is to have them do the trick quickly and on their own, the way I explained it the first time. I love my micies!
Holy shit, I cannot believe how HORRIBLE Jeopardy was tonite!! It was even the Tournament of Champions, meaning they kicked major ass back in the 80s when they were on the show. Two of the guys won tens of thousands of dollars and are now attorneys, and the other guy one the teen championship in 2002, so he's still in college, so I accept him sucking. But the other two have no excuse. They didn't get half of the questions in the second round, so one attorney and the college kid ended the 2nd round with negative points, so they didn't even go on to final jeopardy. The other attorney got the question right though and ended up with like...$25,000 I think. It was very very disappointing. However, I did really good in the astronomy category! Go lunar eclipses!
"I wonder if the pilgrams were CLEVER enough to put peanut butter in their celery." -Kitty from That 70s Show
Today sucked. Like really really sucked. Even though I faked cheery most of the day, I was faced with the feeling of not being wanted anymore. Its really a GREAT feeling. Really. Really. Great.
On a lighter note, I saw Mona Tokmachi today! Kat and I were stuffing our faces full of delicious philly cheesesteak sandwiches from Higher Grounds at the pond, and she was walking across the bridge! I hadn't seen Mona since....my birthday, probably! I miss her, she was always really fun. To those who don't know, Mona went to St Mike's through....sophomore year I think, and we were really close friends.
On another lighter note, Kat almost officially has a boyfriend! I'm very happy for her, and apparently Doug really likes her. She was bugging Paula and I with her lovy happiness while we were in bad moods. But good for Kat, she's been waiting for this one.
Howie and Dave (my mice) are getting really smart! Ok, Dave is actually just getting really fat, but Howie is getting smart! He is so intent on escaping the cage! He shimmies up behind the water bottle and looks around, way close to the top of the cage. If he could only cling onto the ceiling like spiderman and chew on the roof for a while, he'd be a free man. I try to tease him, by leaving the skylight open. He stretches up on the cheese wedge and really tries. He just needs to pull himself up and out of there. In the meantime, I'm teaching them both a way cool trick. I put my arms out beside my body in a straight line, and put on of them in my hand, and they run up my arm, across my shoulders, and down the other arm, into my other hand, just like in The Green Mile! Its so cool! Only they ACTUALLY sit in my hand, and I raise my hand up so they have to climb down, then they stop at the base of my arm, so I put them on my other shoulder and put my arm down, so he climbs down the other side. However, my goal is to have them do the trick quickly and on their own, the way I explained it the first time. I love my micies!
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
JESUS ON THE RADIO
I really lucked out in spanish today. I knew we had to do our group presentation, but our group had not gotten together, so I went to class with only the cd Matt gave me (thank you!) that had a bunch of spanish music on it. Luckily no one else in the whole class was prepared either. So I really just have to look up a hispanic artist and talk about them for 3 minutes. I picked Gloria Estefan, because she was my 2nd favorite singer when I was younger. Once class started I got a hair in my eye and could not get it out, and did not get it out until 12:20. I was not happy, and neither was my eye. It was one of those little white hairs, that probably came from a off of someone in my class's dog.
After classes I went to Wally World on Carlisle to help my mom finish up an installation and to go eat with her. We went to Church's, and we got blocked in my a semi for half an hour. Walmart changed their bags from blue to white and its freaking me out. And when my mom dropped me off at my car back at Wmart she drove away with my phone. Luckily and suprisingly I had a calling card in my wallet...not sure where it came from...and used a payphone, which was also weird.
I almost got into 2 accidents today. I was being way smart. I blame one on a retarded trucker blocking the light, and another on a guy just being an asshole and not letting me drive infront of him.
Josh has been asleep for a really long time, since I got home. I wonder if I should go poke him or something. I probably should start editing my english essay....
after That 70's Show.
I really lucked out in spanish today. I knew we had to do our group presentation, but our group had not gotten together, so I went to class with only the cd Matt gave me (thank you!) that had a bunch of spanish music on it. Luckily no one else in the whole class was prepared either. So I really just have to look up a hispanic artist and talk about them for 3 minutes. I picked Gloria Estefan, because she was my 2nd favorite singer when I was younger. Once class started I got a hair in my eye and could not get it out, and did not get it out until 12:20. I was not happy, and neither was my eye. It was one of those little white hairs, that probably came from a off of someone in my class's dog.
After classes I went to Wally World on Carlisle to help my mom finish up an installation and to go eat with her. We went to Church's, and we got blocked in my a semi for half an hour. Walmart changed their bags from blue to white and its freaking me out. And when my mom dropped me off at my car back at Wmart she drove away with my phone. Luckily and suprisingly I had a calling card in my wallet...not sure where it came from...and used a payphone, which was also weird.
I almost got into 2 accidents today. I was being way smart. I blame one on a retarded trucker blocking the light, and another on a guy just being an asshole and not letting me drive infront of him.
Josh has been asleep for a really long time, since I got home. I wonder if I should go poke him or something. I probably should start editing my english essay....
after That 70's Show.
Monday, February 21, 2005
WHO WERE YOU JUST THINKING OF, DIANE?
Today I felt underappreciated and unwanted. I've always felt that people take advantage of me, but then when I try to avoid this, I seem like a bitch. I'm having a really hard time finding a point between the two. When I do favors for people or lend them money, etc., they step all over me. Take my sister, Meghan. I remember driving her places when she asked, buying her fast food, taking her friends places, and such. She was always such a bitch to me anyways. And then if I refuse to take her places, I'm a bitch. I used to tell her I'd take her if she took her trash out of my car, that didn't solve anything. She is probably the most difficult person my family and I have ever had to deal with. But I don't feel that bad today. I'm just edgy for some reason.
Maybe because this weekend was so depressingly uneventful. Saturday I didn't do a damn thing till like 9pm. I woke up at 10, which was a great start, and went to the bank. I came back home, and fell asleep on the couch and didn't wake up till 3pm, and then watched tv until 9. Kat and I went to this guy Doug's party. (Humming the theme song to Doug) Doug is Kat's new guy, I really hope this one works out, cuz he seems like a very good pick. The party was weird. We played this really fun drinking game called Moose, which involves an ice cube tray. Very simple and fun. We were trying to figure out if all the kids there were in high school or college, and it really seemed like high school, but it ends up that all but one of them go to unm....weird.
I FINALLY got into the 2nd session of my pilates class. I checked itel in the library today and the class finally had an opening. I'm really glad I got into it, pilates is my only form of exercise right now, although I'm trying to convince myself to also do pilates on my own on wednesdays, it sucks that the class is only twice a week.
Having thoughts, trying to ignore them in order to avoid trouble.
Tomorrow is 5 months with Matt. Wow, it does not seem like its been that long at all! I love you, Matt!
Today I felt underappreciated and unwanted. I've always felt that people take advantage of me, but then when I try to avoid this, I seem like a bitch. I'm having a really hard time finding a point between the two. When I do favors for people or lend them money, etc., they step all over me. Take my sister, Meghan. I remember driving her places when she asked, buying her fast food, taking her friends places, and such. She was always such a bitch to me anyways. And then if I refuse to take her places, I'm a bitch. I used to tell her I'd take her if she took her trash out of my car, that didn't solve anything. She is probably the most difficult person my family and I have ever had to deal with. But I don't feel that bad today. I'm just edgy for some reason.
Maybe because this weekend was so depressingly uneventful. Saturday I didn't do a damn thing till like 9pm. I woke up at 10, which was a great start, and went to the bank. I came back home, and fell asleep on the couch and didn't wake up till 3pm, and then watched tv until 9. Kat and I went to this guy Doug's party. (Humming the theme song to Doug) Doug is Kat's new guy, I really hope this one works out, cuz he seems like a very good pick. The party was weird. We played this really fun drinking game called Moose, which involves an ice cube tray. Very simple and fun. We were trying to figure out if all the kids there were in high school or college, and it really seemed like high school, but it ends up that all but one of them go to unm....weird.
I FINALLY got into the 2nd session of my pilates class. I checked itel in the library today and the class finally had an opening. I'm really glad I got into it, pilates is my only form of exercise right now, although I'm trying to convince myself to also do pilates on my own on wednesdays, it sucks that the class is only twice a week.
Having thoughts, trying to ignore them in order to avoid trouble.
Tomorrow is 5 months with Matt. Wow, it does not seem like its been that long at all! I love you, Matt!
Sunday, February 13, 2005
MONKEY SEE, MONKEY DO
I'd just like to take this opportunity to publicly thank my brother and his friends for: reading my playboy, leaving candy, gushers, and cookies all over my room, staining my comforter with chocolate whipped cream, leaving the chocolate whipped cream can on the floor, leaving a half-empty corona bottle on my nightstand, leaving the beer-soaked mop behind the refrigerator, putting a hole in the living room wall, leaving many coronoa beer caps all over the house, putting a stereo on top of my Steve Miller Band's greatest hits vinyl record, ruining the envelope to Matt's valentine's card, filling out an entire week in my daily Jeopardy calendar, staining the floor with their "jungle juice," filling the sink with jungle juiced dishes, and leaving many interestingly damp towels in the bathroom. Thanks guys, you filled an hour and a half of my evening with pure joy.
On a lighter note, Josh Zwemer is moving in with me! I'm excited to finally have a housemate that isn't my idiot brother. Should be fun. Although Teresa is coming to take the tv, entertainment center, and possibly the little couch. Oh well, Josh has a tv.
And now I need to write an essay. Just needed to vent.
Happy Valentine's Day. I love you, Matt!
I'd just like to take this opportunity to publicly thank my brother and his friends for: reading my playboy, leaving candy, gushers, and cookies all over my room, staining my comforter with chocolate whipped cream, leaving the chocolate whipped cream can on the floor, leaving a half-empty corona bottle on my nightstand, leaving the beer-soaked mop behind the refrigerator, putting a hole in the living room wall, leaving many coronoa beer caps all over the house, putting a stereo on top of my Steve Miller Band's greatest hits vinyl record, ruining the envelope to Matt's valentine's card, filling out an entire week in my daily Jeopardy calendar, staining the floor with their "jungle juice," filling the sink with jungle juiced dishes, and leaving many interestingly damp towels in the bathroom. Thanks guys, you filled an hour and a half of my evening with pure joy.
On a lighter note, Josh Zwemer is moving in with me! I'm excited to finally have a housemate that isn't my idiot brother. Should be fun. Although Teresa is coming to take the tv, entertainment center, and possibly the little couch. Oh well, Josh has a tv.
And now I need to write an essay. Just needed to vent.
Happy Valentine's Day. I love you, Matt!
Sunday, February 06, 2005
STOP buying crap!
OK! So I can finally post. My computer had some problems this last month or so. It's still sick, but atleast it will let me post and email now.
School's going good, I like all of my classes. Sadly, my least favorite is Sociology. The professor talks too fast, and expects us to read the entire chapter before he even starts lecturing on it. And he talks too quietly. Its really hard to take notes w/him. I have no problem w/reading the chapter because I like sociology....just not the teacher I guess. I love pilates. Its hard, but its fun, and I can already feel myself getting better at it. I wish it was more than twice a week though. And I'll be pissed if I can't get into the session for the rest of the semester. It forces me to exercise, because its for a credit.
So Wednesday night Kat and I went to see the sneak peek of Hitch at Cottonwood, but it was full, so we headed over to the dollar theater, and saw Ray. When we came out, my door was unlocked, the glove compartment was open, and my DMB cd case that had 30 cds in it, and my other cd case with 40 cds were both gone. The estimated cost of all the cds plus the cases is $1130. Luckily insurance will take care of it. According to what Matt saw on the news, there's been alot of break-ins on the west side, so hopefully they'll find the fuckers. I was really pissed when it happened (and by pissed I mean cry-ie), but now I've accepted it and I just look forward to going on a cd shopping spree with the money from the insurance company. Although I think I'll save some of it, as I am almost broke again.
I think I'm gonna have to work for Halmark again. Souper Salad isn't gonna work out, and my mom needs to hire people in Alb, and I already know how to do it, and its good money, AND I get to work whenever I want. I just hate the actual work. Stocking cards at Wal-mart. I HATE wal-mart. I wish I didn't even shop there. But its the cheapest place....and I'm poor. So I don't really have a choice.
Valentine's day is coming up next week...oh man. I know what I'm gonna get for Matt, I just wish I had a better idea than this. Its convenient....but not necessarily romantic. I mean, what do you get for a guy? Kat said cologne....no...and no one else has suggested anything. So we'll see.
I'm watching the Super Bowl and the commercials suck so far. I might as well be doing homework.
And earlier when I was driving home I saw a stop sign that said "buying crap" underneath it and thought it was pretty funny. Last night we talked about "HUMP Dr. Greer's Mom" and I also remember "this SCHOOL sucks!"
OK! So I can finally post. My computer had some problems this last month or so. It's still sick, but atleast it will let me post and email now.
School's going good, I like all of my classes. Sadly, my least favorite is Sociology. The professor talks too fast, and expects us to read the entire chapter before he even starts lecturing on it. And he talks too quietly. Its really hard to take notes w/him. I have no problem w/reading the chapter because I like sociology....just not the teacher I guess. I love pilates. Its hard, but its fun, and I can already feel myself getting better at it. I wish it was more than twice a week though. And I'll be pissed if I can't get into the session for the rest of the semester. It forces me to exercise, because its for a credit.
So Wednesday night Kat and I went to see the sneak peek of Hitch at Cottonwood, but it was full, so we headed over to the dollar theater, and saw Ray. When we came out, my door was unlocked, the glove compartment was open, and my DMB cd case that had 30 cds in it, and my other cd case with 40 cds were both gone. The estimated cost of all the cds plus the cases is $1130. Luckily insurance will take care of it. According to what Matt saw on the news, there's been alot of break-ins on the west side, so hopefully they'll find the fuckers. I was really pissed when it happened (and by pissed I mean cry-ie), but now I've accepted it and I just look forward to going on a cd shopping spree with the money from the insurance company. Although I think I'll save some of it, as I am almost broke again.
I think I'm gonna have to work for Halmark again. Souper Salad isn't gonna work out, and my mom needs to hire people in Alb, and I already know how to do it, and its good money, AND I get to work whenever I want. I just hate the actual work. Stocking cards at Wal-mart. I HATE wal-mart. I wish I didn't even shop there. But its the cheapest place....and I'm poor. So I don't really have a choice.
Valentine's day is coming up next week...oh man. I know what I'm gonna get for Matt, I just wish I had a better idea than this. Its convenient....but not necessarily romantic. I mean, what do you get for a guy? Kat said cologne....no...and no one else has suggested anything. So we'll see.
I'm watching the Super Bowl and the commercials suck so far. I might as well be doing homework.
And earlier when I was driving home I saw a stop sign that said "buying crap" underneath it and thought it was pretty funny. Last night we talked about "HUMP Dr. Greer's Mom" and I also remember "this SCHOOL sucks!"
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
OHHH, BACK TO SCHOOL
School started back up to day. I went to Spanish 202 at 9:30 and then onto Music Appreciation at 11. Both of them were cool. My brother's ex-roomate, Kayla, who is nice but unpredictable, is in my spanish class. I heard all sorts of horror stories about Music, especially from Brian, who said it was horrible and boring. But my teacher is a funny average dude in his early 30's, and we listened to The Police's "Every Breathe You Take," and disected it in all sorts of cool little ways. So I already like that class.
I also got to hang with Kat, Paula, and Mat for a couple hours which was fun, and I showed Paula where all of her classes were.
So it was a pretty nice day, tomorrow I've got Sociology 101 (w/Kat), and English 102. Thurs brings Spanish and Music again, followed by my honors class, which seems fairly interesting, and Fri I've got Soc and Eng again and then a two hour break until Pilates class at 5 (every Mon and Fri night). I'm really looking forward to Pilates so I can finally battle the bulge.
I've been very happy since I've been able to spend the past couple of days with Matt, which was very very nice. I really missed seeing him every day, and after feuding and making up with him last week, I love being with him even more. I was not too happy to be back in Albuquerque because I just don't like the city, but Matt makes it more than worth it. I love that kid.
I just watched like 2 hours of American Idol auditions. Some people are just plain retarded.
School started back up to day. I went to Spanish 202 at 9:30 and then onto Music Appreciation at 11. Both of them were cool. My brother's ex-roomate, Kayla, who is nice but unpredictable, is in my spanish class. I heard all sorts of horror stories about Music, especially from Brian, who said it was horrible and boring. But my teacher is a funny average dude in his early 30's, and we listened to The Police's "Every Breathe You Take," and disected it in all sorts of cool little ways. So I already like that class.
I also got to hang with Kat, Paula, and Mat for a couple hours which was fun, and I showed Paula where all of her classes were.
So it was a pretty nice day, tomorrow I've got Sociology 101 (w/Kat), and English 102. Thurs brings Spanish and Music again, followed by my honors class, which seems fairly interesting, and Fri I've got Soc and Eng again and then a two hour break until Pilates class at 5 (every Mon and Fri night). I'm really looking forward to Pilates so I can finally battle the bulge.
I've been very happy since I've been able to spend the past couple of days with Matt, which was very very nice. I really missed seeing him every day, and after feuding and making up with him last week, I love being with him even more. I was not too happy to be back in Albuquerque because I just don't like the city, but Matt makes it more than worth it. I love that kid.
I just watched like 2 hours of American Idol auditions. Some people are just plain retarded.
Saturday, January 15, 2005
I'LL GO ON FOREVER KNOWNING I'LL SEE YOU AGAIN
Well I'm back in Albuquerque. My car was stuffed with twice as much stuff as it had when I was going back home to Santa Fe. A whole bunch of Christmas shit, I guess. Kat, Paula, and Becca are all still in Santa Fe, and Matt is working, so I am left with nothing to do except try to use AOL for as long as possible, until they figure out the credit card I have on the account has been dead for months, and I'll probably get into trouble with that again. I looked into getting DSL put in, since we don't even use the phone line, it'll cost 50 bucks to get the modem (or something) ten for installation, 30 each month, shipping, installation....I dunno. I guess I'll have to go without the net for a while until my brother agrees to pay half the installation fee and shit like that.
I could be watching Good Eats right now, but those days are over and I am once again faced with 7 channels, if you include the Jesus channel.
Ooh! But I got my Warehouse package today!! They gave me the coolest mousepad I have ever seen! It has live scenes and Dave Matthews Band and the Warehouse written all over it, and its that sorta thing where you move it back and forth and the images dissapear and appear....I'm sure there's a name for it...hologram? Dunno, but its so cool. Too bad I don't have a mouse...oh well. I'll put in on my wall. They also gave me a 7-live-song cd which has rare ones, like Blue Water, JTR, Raven, and I'll Back You Up. And I love the into they've been doing these past few years to One Sweet World. Its my favorite intro, very pretty.
I leave the front door open to the house just so I don't feel alone. This way I can look at the competing house across the street and know there is someone nearby. (ABC World News Tonight just showed a really cool avalanche)
There is no food in the house, I'm eyeing the oriental noodles, that are just plain noodles and cook like Ramen I guess...but I have nothing to eat them with but salt and pepper...mmm.
Over all this, I'm glad to be back in the same city as Matt, and I'm looking forward to some classes, like Soc and Pilates, because I'm getting too fat, and this way I have to work out.
Well I'm back in Albuquerque. My car was stuffed with twice as much stuff as it had when I was going back home to Santa Fe. A whole bunch of Christmas shit, I guess. Kat, Paula, and Becca are all still in Santa Fe, and Matt is working, so I am left with nothing to do except try to use AOL for as long as possible, until they figure out the credit card I have on the account has been dead for months, and I'll probably get into trouble with that again. I looked into getting DSL put in, since we don't even use the phone line, it'll cost 50 bucks to get the modem (or something) ten for installation, 30 each month, shipping, installation....I dunno. I guess I'll have to go without the net for a while until my brother agrees to pay half the installation fee and shit like that.
I could be watching Good Eats right now, but those days are over and I am once again faced with 7 channels, if you include the Jesus channel.
Ooh! But I got my Warehouse package today!! They gave me the coolest mousepad I have ever seen! It has live scenes and Dave Matthews Band and the Warehouse written all over it, and its that sorta thing where you move it back and forth and the images dissapear and appear....I'm sure there's a name for it...hologram? Dunno, but its so cool. Too bad I don't have a mouse...oh well. I'll put in on my wall. They also gave me a 7-live-song cd which has rare ones, like Blue Water, JTR, Raven, and I'll Back You Up. And I love the into they've been doing these past few years to One Sweet World. Its my favorite intro, very pretty.
I leave the front door open to the house just so I don't feel alone. This way I can look at the competing house across the street and know there is someone nearby. (ABC World News Tonight just showed a really cool avalanche)
There is no food in the house, I'm eyeing the oriental noodles, that are just plain noodles and cook like Ramen I guess...but I have nothing to eat them with but salt and pepper...mmm.
Over all this, I'm glad to be back in the same city as Matt, and I'm looking forward to some classes, like Soc and Pilates, because I'm getting too fat, and this way I have to work out.
Sunday, January 09, 2005
So I haven't posted in quite some time. But thats because my computer is crappy lately and I'd rather not even bother with it. But I'm making a killing tonite.
So Christmas was cool. I got a whole bunch of cool little things. And $100 to Old Navy, since my mom didn't buy us clothes this year. She decided we could get alot more with the after Xmas sales. And I still haven't gone, so there will be nothing left, and the sales are over. Oh well. I just want 2 pairs of good jeans and I'm fine. Matt gave me a flippin' sweet book by Alton Brown called "I'm Just Here for More Food." Its awesome. I haven't really dug into it yet, but I will once I return to Alb and have more time. The one thing I wanted most was cool plates and bowls for my boring house, and only Kat got me some. Two little kid sets with a cup, bowl, plate, and a spoon I think. They're flippin' awesome!
Been doing some pretty good quality partying this break. A very successful party at Kassi's for Kat's birthday, a great New Year's party at Sexy Kyle's, and a going away party for Irena last night at Kyle Tuffli's (aka Mediocre Kyle). Matt was able to attend all three, and seemed to have a good time with my friends, which are now becoming his friends as well. He's fitting in very nicely with everything. My family loves him, even though he really is just with me to get to Lorn (Gross Matt, really sick). Its hard being away from him for more than a couple days, but with both of us working more, its hard. He's in classes all this coming week from 8-5, so I'll make a couple evening runs down there. He took me to an opening of a museum....well, it was the empty building that a museum is going to be in. I felt bad that I didn't really fit in. Its the Unser Racing Museum. And I know absolutely NOTHING about racing, and its Matt's life, so I felt out of place when I had nothing to say to anyone, except for the women in the bathroom when we discussed the backed-up toilet. But it was fairly fun to dress up, and Matt looks especially cute when he's in a suite.
So my mom forgot to pay UNM on time, and now I may be dissenrolled, which means I'll have to re-register for my classes, which will royally SUCK, considering I barely got into the classes I really want: Pilates and the cool honors class about pirates and stuff. I especially need to be in pilates so that I am forced to exercise. I'm getting too fat.
Just four more days of work at Souper Salad and then I'm done till this summer. I've enjoyed working as a server, its put me in a new social circle at work. The mexicans in the back still hate me, I can tell. Only two of the women like me back there. And we can't even really talk. I tried talking to one of them, and she talked too fast and I gave up. And I'm majoring in Spanish. I'm looking forward to school starting up again. And I'll need to find another job right away. I'm gonna talk to my managers at Le Soup to see if they can get me any sweet hookups with the Soupers in Alb. That would be sweet. I hate always needing money. And then I go and blow it on pitches and gas and food. Oh well.
Irena left back to Hawaii last night. It was really fun having her back, I missed my spoony. Kassi left a week ago, and I feel bad because I didn't get to say bye to her. But I still plan on going to San Diego....so I should see her soon enough. Kyle will prolly be leaving soon. And Paula's here to stay!! I'm so glad she's back for good. I missed her alot alot. I hope she'll like it at UNM.
That should hold me off for a while. Take care, kids.
So Christmas was cool. I got a whole bunch of cool little things. And $100 to Old Navy, since my mom didn't buy us clothes this year. She decided we could get alot more with the after Xmas sales. And I still haven't gone, so there will be nothing left, and the sales are over. Oh well. I just want 2 pairs of good jeans and I'm fine. Matt gave me a flippin' sweet book by Alton Brown called "I'm Just Here for More Food." Its awesome. I haven't really dug into it yet, but I will once I return to Alb and have more time. The one thing I wanted most was cool plates and bowls for my boring house, and only Kat got me some. Two little kid sets with a cup, bowl, plate, and a spoon I think. They're flippin' awesome!
Been doing some pretty good quality partying this break. A very successful party at Kassi's for Kat's birthday, a great New Year's party at Sexy Kyle's, and a going away party for Irena last night at Kyle Tuffli's (aka Mediocre Kyle). Matt was able to attend all three, and seemed to have a good time with my friends, which are now becoming his friends as well. He's fitting in very nicely with everything. My family loves him, even though he really is just with me to get to Lorn (Gross Matt, really sick). Its hard being away from him for more than a couple days, but with both of us working more, its hard. He's in classes all this coming week from 8-5, so I'll make a couple evening runs down there. He took me to an opening of a museum....well, it was the empty building that a museum is going to be in. I felt bad that I didn't really fit in. Its the Unser Racing Museum. And I know absolutely NOTHING about racing, and its Matt's life, so I felt out of place when I had nothing to say to anyone, except for the women in the bathroom when we discussed the backed-up toilet. But it was fairly fun to dress up, and Matt looks especially cute when he's in a suite.
So my mom forgot to pay UNM on time, and now I may be dissenrolled, which means I'll have to re-register for my classes, which will royally SUCK, considering I barely got into the classes I really want: Pilates and the cool honors class about pirates and stuff. I especially need to be in pilates so that I am forced to exercise. I'm getting too fat.
Just four more days of work at Souper Salad and then I'm done till this summer. I've enjoyed working as a server, its put me in a new social circle at work. The mexicans in the back still hate me, I can tell. Only two of the women like me back there. And we can't even really talk. I tried talking to one of them, and she talked too fast and I gave up. And I'm majoring in Spanish. I'm looking forward to school starting up again. And I'll need to find another job right away. I'm gonna talk to my managers at Le Soup to see if they can get me any sweet hookups with the Soupers in Alb. That would be sweet. I hate always needing money. And then I go and blow it on pitches and gas and food. Oh well.
Irena left back to Hawaii last night. It was really fun having her back, I missed my spoony. Kassi left a week ago, and I feel bad because I didn't get to say bye to her. But I still plan on going to San Diego....so I should see her soon enough. Kyle will prolly be leaving soon. And Paula's here to stay!! I'm so glad she's back for good. I missed her alot alot. I hope she'll like it at UNM.
That should hold me off for a while. Take care, kids.
Monday, December 20, 2004
E, I <3 SF
I'm home! I love it here and I missed all my friends so much. Irena got back today, had a party for Kat's bday on Friday, Paula's back for good, yay! Kat's party was the most successful party at Kassi's dad's house that has ever gone down. It was soooo fun. And I got to that perfectly pleasantly drunken state. With very little hangover. Awesome.
But because of all this, I am seeing way less of Mateo. Haven't seen him since early Saturday morning. Seems like he and some buddies will come up tuesday for Irena's party, and I'll go down to Alb for our 3-month anniversary on Wednesday. And we're gonna go to that light thing at the bio park! Yay! I really miss seeing him everyday. I find myself talking about him alot. Sidenote: my manager at Souper Salad thought he was younger than me.
And yeah I started at SS again today!! I was really nervous cuz I was starting as a server, not the cashier, and its way more stressful, but I got 35 in tips. And it wasn't too bad. I think I did well. I go in again en la manana at 930, til 3. And then I get to be cashier again until like Friday. I like cashier alot more. Even if it doesn't pay as much.
And my ear is bleeding....
I'm home! I love it here and I missed all my friends so much. Irena got back today, had a party for Kat's bday on Friday, Paula's back for good, yay! Kat's party was the most successful party at Kassi's dad's house that has ever gone down. It was soooo fun. And I got to that perfectly pleasantly drunken state. With very little hangover. Awesome.
But because of all this, I am seeing way less of Mateo. Haven't seen him since early Saturday morning. Seems like he and some buddies will come up tuesday for Irena's party, and I'll go down to Alb for our 3-month anniversary on Wednesday. And we're gonna go to that light thing at the bio park! Yay! I really miss seeing him everyday. I find myself talking about him alot. Sidenote: my manager at Souper Salad thought he was younger than me.
And yeah I started at SS again today!! I was really nervous cuz I was starting as a server, not the cashier, and its way more stressful, but I got 35 in tips. And it wasn't too bad. I think I did well. I go in again en la manana at 930, til 3. And then I get to be cashier again until like Friday. I like cashier alot more. Even if it doesn't pay as much.
And my ear is bleeding....
Thursday, December 16, 2004
I REACHED BACK LIKE A PIMP AND I SLAPPED THE HO
You know how Brian is always bitching about running to everyone in Santa Fe? I had a night like that. My dad had a fucking class reunion in the check-out line at Albertson's. He saw 3 guys he graduated with. It was weird. Then we went to the mall where we saw Ms. Larson (ahh!), then the Zold's, and then mid-Zold's we saw Mr. ARRRRmijo (why is it I ran into the only 2 teachers who hate me?), and then Marcos, Sammy, and Linda Y. And then Lynette at Best Buy (not too shocking...she works there.) It was weird. All of this happened in the span of less than an hour.
But I'm almost done with Christmas shopping. Just need Paula now! I'll take care of that tomorrow I suppose. Not sure what to get her just yet. Something that has to do with sex I'm sure.
Matt and I made up and I'm really glad. That was the worst 24 hours of my life (or alteast of my....2nd half of the year.)
You know how Brian is always bitching about running to everyone in Santa Fe? I had a night like that. My dad had a fucking class reunion in the check-out line at Albertson's. He saw 3 guys he graduated with. It was weird. Then we went to the mall where we saw Ms. Larson (ahh!), then the Zold's, and then mid-Zold's we saw Mr. ARRRRmijo (why is it I ran into the only 2 teachers who hate me?), and then Marcos, Sammy, and Linda Y. And then Lynette at Best Buy (not too shocking...she works there.) It was weird. All of this happened in the span of less than an hour.
But I'm almost done with Christmas shopping. Just need Paula now! I'll take care of that tomorrow I suppose. Not sure what to get her just yet. Something that has to do with sex I'm sure.
Matt and I made up and I'm really glad. That was the worst 24 hours of my life (or alteast of my....2nd half of the year.)
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
WELL THAT IS THAT AND THIS IS THIS
Oh my god. I HATE crying. I try to avoid it as much humanly possible, but sometimes when you repress it it just builds up and kicks your ass. For four hours. And then you don't sleep. And then you look like all hell the next morning. I don't even know how much sleep I got, couldn't have been more than a couple hours. And my eyes are killing me. They are bloodshot and swollen. Good thing I'm only taking my last final today. Maybe shopping with Kat will make it better. I haven't really been hanging out with her much, and she really helped me out last night when I needed it. Sometimes I just get friend-overload, but she was still there for me. I love you Kat. And Paula was there for some pre-help too, even though she had problems of her own to deal with, and I hadn't talked to her for like a week. I'm really glad she's coming to UNM, I've really missed her and how close we used to be.
I suppose I'm ready for my astronomy final. I didn't do the homework questions, but I memorized all the webct questions and the in-class questions. But I also did that last time and I still don't know how well I did. Oh well. I really don't care. My main concern is getting those awesome vitamins from my pregnant friend in that class. It'll keep me from being so sickly.
And now I'm dreading winter break. I didn't realize how difficult this could be. But I've juggled things before, and now I just have another person to factor in, and thats probably the most important person. I just miss my friends alot. I haven't seen them in months, and its been weird, since I never used to go a day without them. I look forward to that. And I'm really nervous about Souper Salad since the managers are on vacation and some stupid general manager who doesn't know what their doing is there for them, so I'm afraid to go in and see if I'm even scheduled yet. They were supposed to call me before they went on vacation. Damnit.
I need coffee.
Oh my god. I HATE crying. I try to avoid it as much humanly possible, but sometimes when you repress it it just builds up and kicks your ass. For four hours. And then you don't sleep. And then you look like all hell the next morning. I don't even know how much sleep I got, couldn't have been more than a couple hours. And my eyes are killing me. They are bloodshot and swollen. Good thing I'm only taking my last final today. Maybe shopping with Kat will make it better. I haven't really been hanging out with her much, and she really helped me out last night when I needed it. Sometimes I just get friend-overload, but she was still there for me. I love you Kat. And Paula was there for some pre-help too, even though she had problems of her own to deal with, and I hadn't talked to her for like a week. I'm really glad she's coming to UNM, I've really missed her and how close we used to be.
I suppose I'm ready for my astronomy final. I didn't do the homework questions, but I memorized all the webct questions and the in-class questions. But I also did that last time and I still don't know how well I did. Oh well. I really don't care. My main concern is getting those awesome vitamins from my pregnant friend in that class. It'll keep me from being so sickly.
And now I'm dreading winter break. I didn't realize how difficult this could be. But I've juggled things before, and now I just have another person to factor in, and thats probably the most important person. I just miss my friends alot. I haven't seen them in months, and its been weird, since I never used to go a day without them. I look forward to that. And I'm really nervous about Souper Salad since the managers are on vacation and some stupid general manager who doesn't know what their doing is there for them, so I'm afraid to go in and see if I'm even scheduled yet. They were supposed to call me before they went on vacation. Damnit.
I need coffee.
Thursday, December 09, 2004
SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I'M FALLING
Ugh. Finals. Its really not that bad, I just never study, so when I even study a little, its like the world is coming to an end. I have to add 5 pages to one essay and edit two others for my english portfolio. Not sure if I did really good or really bad on my math final. It was hard to tell. I was concentrating on drinking my tea, not sequences.
I reacted suprisingly bad to the news that Matt's mom didn't like me for a little bit. It upset me alot, and I'm not quite sure why. Prolly cuz I'm used to being the one that parents like. I remember the time Mark Bustamante told me his parents did like me....I felt horrible. Well, they had legitimate reasons (I kept him at my house 5 hours past his curfew, completely against his will). I just have always been liked by most parents, atleast as far as I know. And I didn't think not eating the food at Matt's grandparents' last night would be such a big deal. And I'm shy when I'm surrounded by people I don't know. Amy was the only one who made it a point to talkto me, and she's four. It was weird, and I feel really bad about it. I've been invited to go see Amy's dance recital next week, so I'll have to redeem myself then. I really don't care what most people think of me...but some people it matters. Like parents. If parents don't like you, they tell other parents, and then the other parents don't like you, and so on. Plus I don't want to do anything that would sabatage my relationship with Matt. Because although he makes my life busier, there's nothing I wouldn't do for him. I've never been in love until now, and I never want to let it go. I feel like a complete idiot most of the time, like when I fill the house with smoke because I can't build a fire, or I think my math exam is at 10am when its really at 12:30, or I forget about the important dinner he told me about weeks in advance and I didn't get off work for that night. Even though I'm a complete airhead like this, he still loves me. I feel So Damn Lucky.
Ugh. Finals. Its really not that bad, I just never study, so when I even study a little, its like the world is coming to an end. I have to add 5 pages to one essay and edit two others for my english portfolio. Not sure if I did really good or really bad on my math final. It was hard to tell. I was concentrating on drinking my tea, not sequences.
I reacted suprisingly bad to the news that Matt's mom didn't like me for a little bit. It upset me alot, and I'm not quite sure why. Prolly cuz I'm used to being the one that parents like. I remember the time Mark Bustamante told me his parents did like me....I felt horrible. Well, they had legitimate reasons (I kept him at my house 5 hours past his curfew, completely against his will). I just have always been liked by most parents, atleast as far as I know. And I didn't think not eating the food at Matt's grandparents' last night would be such a big deal. And I'm shy when I'm surrounded by people I don't know. Amy was the only one who made it a point to talkto me, and she's four. It was weird, and I feel really bad about it. I've been invited to go see Amy's dance recital next week, so I'll have to redeem myself then. I really don't care what most people think of me...but some people it matters. Like parents. If parents don't like you, they tell other parents, and then the other parents don't like you, and so on. Plus I don't want to do anything that would sabatage my relationship with Matt. Because although he makes my life busier, there's nothing I wouldn't do for him. I've never been in love until now, and I never want to let it go. I feel like a complete idiot most of the time, like when I fill the house with smoke because I can't build a fire, or I think my math exam is at 10am when its really at 12:30, or I forget about the important dinner he told me about weeks in advance and I didn't get off work for that night. Even though I'm a complete airhead like this, he still loves me. I feel So Damn Lucky.
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
MEMORIES OF EVERYTHING OF LEMON TREES ON MERCURY
So most of you have probably read Brian's blog by now and know how awesome Friday night was. So we got into the club with the help of Brian's parents, who left less than half an hour after we were in. Many many many thanks to Brian's parents. They made that night one of the funnest I have ever had. So Howie, of course, was really really fucking awesome. I took a 2.5 minute recording of SHE SAYS on my camera....I had a musical orgasm during that song. I involuntarily jumped up and down like a little girl when he said "This next song is called She Says." It was a little embarressing. But I love that song. Its the first one of his I ever heard, and its still my absolute favorite. And Alex Band of The Calling totally had the rocker bulge, and I got a nice close up picture of it. After the show, Kat and I got our picture with "Chops," the really cool guitarist of The Calling who looks like a much hotter version of Carrot Top. And hell, since we were in a bar......why the hell not? I spent $64 on my debit card at the bar (although I payed for Kat and Brian too) (YOU BOTH OWE ME $20!!!) And since none of us had eaten anything significant all day, we got very trashed very quickly. Kat shook her stuff on stage and got with Ryan from the Peak, who's an awesome guy, and was also trashed since he was celebrating his birthday which was Sunday. And all of the sudden we were the ONLY white people in that whole bar, and I'm not even exaggerating. It was so wierd. This one guy was looking at the "moose on my shirt" aka boobs and tried to kiss me and it was scary and I missed Matt. And of course my eye fruck out, but not as badly as usual, so Kat and Brian dumped me in my car and went to sober up, then dumped me in Brian's room while they went to Frontier and brought back Kieran and Katen (Kayton? Keaten?) who drove our drunken asses to my house, where I abruply passed out in my bed.
I wanted to leave by 9:30 to Santa to make empanaditas with my aunts, but we didn't leave till 2 since I really thought death was coming for me. Kat and Brian, of course, felt just great. I got their share of hangovers.
Then I got to pick up Matt Sunday night, and I was very happy to see him. And Mabel, this girl I was in 6th grade with, was in the same little group thingy as him, which was crazy. But I'm so happy Matt is back. I really missed him. I had to stay alone in my creepy house for 5 nights. But I blame him for my sore throat now, since he's always sickly.
And tonite my mommy daddy and Lorn brought me some firewood and xmas lights, and we went to Dion's, and to the mall. It was fun. Yay.
Its cold in my house. The fire burnt out.
So most of you have probably read Brian's blog by now and know how awesome Friday night was. So we got into the club with the help of Brian's parents, who left less than half an hour after we were in. Many many many thanks to Brian's parents. They made that night one of the funnest I have ever had. So Howie, of course, was really really fucking awesome. I took a 2.5 minute recording of SHE SAYS on my camera....I had a musical orgasm during that song. I involuntarily jumped up and down like a little girl when he said "This next song is called She Says." It was a little embarressing. But I love that song. Its the first one of his I ever heard, and its still my absolute favorite. And Alex Band of The Calling totally had the rocker bulge, and I got a nice close up picture of it. After the show, Kat and I got our picture with "Chops," the really cool guitarist of The Calling who looks like a much hotter version of Carrot Top. And hell, since we were in a bar......why the hell not? I spent $64 on my debit card at the bar (although I payed for Kat and Brian too) (YOU BOTH OWE ME $20!!!) And since none of us had eaten anything significant all day, we got very trashed very quickly. Kat shook her stuff on stage and got with Ryan from the Peak, who's an awesome guy, and was also trashed since he was celebrating his birthday which was Sunday. And all of the sudden we were the ONLY white people in that whole bar, and I'm not even exaggerating. It was so wierd. This one guy was looking at the "moose on my shirt" aka boobs and tried to kiss me and it was scary and I missed Matt. And of course my eye fruck out, but not as badly as usual, so Kat and Brian dumped me in my car and went to sober up, then dumped me in Brian's room while they went to Frontier and brought back Kieran and Katen (Kayton? Keaten?) who drove our drunken asses to my house, where I abruply passed out in my bed.
I wanted to leave by 9:30 to Santa to make empanaditas with my aunts, but we didn't leave till 2 since I really thought death was coming for me. Kat and Brian, of course, felt just great. I got their share of hangovers.
Then I got to pick up Matt Sunday night, and I was very happy to see him. And Mabel, this girl I was in 6th grade with, was in the same little group thingy as him, which was crazy. But I'm so happy Matt is back. I really missed him. I had to stay alone in my creepy house for 5 nights. But I blame him for my sore throat now, since he's always sickly.
And tonite my mommy daddy and Lorn brought me some firewood and xmas lights, and we went to Dion's, and to the mall. It was fun. Yay.
Its cold in my house. The fire burnt out.
Friday, December 03, 2004
DON'T STOP HERE
So last night, Howie news went from really really fucking awesome, to not so good, to not good at all. I got an email from Elana, the merch queen, saying she needed two people to help at the booth. Awesome. I emailed her back right away saying Brian and I would help out. She emails back in five minutes. They already had someone. Oh well. I think we can still get in. I call Ned's to check on the 21 rule again. This time the chick says there is no way anyone under 21 is getting in. Yet the dude a couple nights ago said it was fine since they would still be serving dinner, we could sit at the tables. What the hell. So looks like my chances with Howie tonite are pretty slim. I'll still try. But is it really bad that I'm not even too sad about the whole situation? I guess I'm not so attached to Howie now cuz he's getting popular, or atleast Collide is. I don't want to share him. I have loved Howie since like....'01. He was mine all mine all mine. I was willing to share him with Brian, and that was pushing it. And now everyone and their mom is going around humming "The dawn is breaking, a light shining through..." (and yes, my mom loves Collide. Along with both of my sisters. Its the #1 requested song in many cities right now.) But oh well. All good things must come to an end sometime.
But some good news - "I like guys too." -John Mayer
So last night, Howie news went from really really fucking awesome, to not so good, to not good at all. I got an email from Elana, the merch queen, saying she needed two people to help at the booth. Awesome. I emailed her back right away saying Brian and I would help out. She emails back in five minutes. They already had someone. Oh well. I think we can still get in. I call Ned's to check on the 21 rule again. This time the chick says there is no way anyone under 21 is getting in. Yet the dude a couple nights ago said it was fine since they would still be serving dinner, we could sit at the tables. What the hell. So looks like my chances with Howie tonite are pretty slim. I'll still try. But is it really bad that I'm not even too sad about the whole situation? I guess I'm not so attached to Howie now cuz he's getting popular, or atleast Collide is. I don't want to share him. I have loved Howie since like....'01. He was mine all mine all mine. I was willing to share him with Brian, and that was pushing it. And now everyone and their mom is going around humming "The dawn is breaking, a light shining through..." (and yes, my mom loves Collide. Along with both of my sisters. Its the #1 requested song in many cities right now.) But oh well. All good things must come to an end sometime.
But some good news - "I like guys too." -John Mayer
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
I FINALLY FELL IN LOVE, I'VE BEEN WAITING FOREVER
The semester is coming to an end and I'm starting to really freak out. I'm not showing it, but I'm constantly feeling anxious, and I hate it. I have a research paper, 8-10 pages, due next Wednesday, and I don't have a topic yet. I have a spanish presentation on Tuesday, where I have to talk for 5 minutes with NO notes, and I haven't started that. I have 3 weeks of math homework to catch up on, and a project to do with Nick for Thursday. And I have to do my english portfolio, and I don't even know what that means.
But when all of that is over, it will be winter break, and I will be working at Souper Salad, which is my favorite job ever. Paula, Lorn, and I will go back to The Painted Dish and finish our beautiful pieces of art. I'll do pilates with Lorn everyday and we will get awesome hot bods in one month. Paula will be back for good and I will be so happy because I really really miss her. I'll drink eggnog everyday. It will be Christmas!
Matt is leaving tomorrow, and I won't see him again till Monday. This will be very, very hard for me. It's hard when I can't even spend the night with him. It's not gonna be easy.
The semester is coming to an end and I'm starting to really freak out. I'm not showing it, but I'm constantly feeling anxious, and I hate it. I have a research paper, 8-10 pages, due next Wednesday, and I don't have a topic yet. I have a spanish presentation on Tuesday, where I have to talk for 5 minutes with NO notes, and I haven't started that. I have 3 weeks of math homework to catch up on, and a project to do with Nick for Thursday. And I have to do my english portfolio, and I don't even know what that means.
But when all of that is over, it will be winter break, and I will be working at Souper Salad, which is my favorite job ever. Paula, Lorn, and I will go back to The Painted Dish and finish our beautiful pieces of art. I'll do pilates with Lorn everyday and we will get awesome hot bods in one month. Paula will be back for good and I will be so happy because I really really miss her. I'll drink eggnog everyday. It will be Christmas!
Matt is leaving tomorrow, and I won't see him again till Monday. This will be very, very hard for me. It's hard when I can't even spend the night with him. It's not gonna be easy.
Sunday, November 21, 2004
WHERE YOU ARE, THAT'S WHERE I WANNA BE
I met Matt's family last night. And he didn't warn me that I was going to. Bastard. It turned out fine though. His 5 year old sister, Amy, who is adorable, took a liking to me. She's the one that seemed the most intersted, anyway. He says they liked me, but his parents didn't really talk to me. That's ok. The banquet had killer mashed potatoes. *Sidenote: I'm starving, and just decided I'm gonna make mashed potatoes out of the potatoes that have been sitting in my fridge since I moved in. This is gonna rock.* But I had fun last night. Amy invited me to go play horses with her in her room sometime, which I look forward to.
I'm considering quitting Keva Juice before winter break. If I work there over break, I will be driving between Alb and Santa so much that I won't even be making any money. Plus, Souper Salad is hiring, which has been my favorite job so far. I could work there during break. But then I'd have to find another job when I get back. Its something to consider.
Drunken Exorcist night with Brian and Matt was fun. The Admiral kicked mine and Brian's asses the next day though. I left Keva Juice after an hour. I didn't want to barf on the customers, and the wheat grass was making that difficult to control. I never threw up, but I did sleep for 3 hours. And then Kat and I went to Becca's dancy thing, which was awesome. She's getting really good. And it turns out I might have been re-introduced to my first friend ever: Reesa (sp?). She was my friend when I was like 3. Her mom and my mom were friends. And she's in dance with Becca. It'd be cool if its her. Can't wait to find out.
Gotta go buy milk for mashed potatoes. Woohoo! I love mashed potatoes!!
I met Matt's family last night. And he didn't warn me that I was going to. Bastard. It turned out fine though. His 5 year old sister, Amy, who is adorable, took a liking to me. She's the one that seemed the most intersted, anyway. He says they liked me, but his parents didn't really talk to me. That's ok. The banquet had killer mashed potatoes. *Sidenote: I'm starving, and just decided I'm gonna make mashed potatoes out of the potatoes that have been sitting in my fridge since I moved in. This is gonna rock.* But I had fun last night. Amy invited me to go play horses with her in her room sometime, which I look forward to.
I'm considering quitting Keva Juice before winter break. If I work there over break, I will be driving between Alb and Santa so much that I won't even be making any money. Plus, Souper Salad is hiring, which has been my favorite job so far. I could work there during break. But then I'd have to find another job when I get back. Its something to consider.
Drunken Exorcist night with Brian and Matt was fun. The Admiral kicked mine and Brian's asses the next day though. I left Keva Juice after an hour. I didn't want to barf on the customers, and the wheat grass was making that difficult to control. I never threw up, but I did sleep for 3 hours. And then Kat and I went to Becca's dancy thing, which was awesome. She's getting really good. And it turns out I might have been re-introduced to my first friend ever: Reesa (sp?). She was my friend when I was like 3. Her mom and my mom were friends. And she's in dance with Becca. It'd be cool if its her. Can't wait to find out.
Gotta go buy milk for mashed potatoes. Woohoo! I love mashed potatoes!!
Sunday, November 14, 2004
A MIRACLE AND A TRAGEDY
All at the same time. Got this from The Peak website.
Peak's Acoustic Christmas with Howie Day and The Calling
Friday December 03
It's a holiday show with Howie Day, The Calling, and local groups Soular and Man Born Blind at Ned's Downtown. Tickets are just $5 at the door and all of that goes to buy gifts for the children of the Giving Tree. This is a 21+ show.
Brian and I are making up a plan of attack as I write this. We will find away around it.
All at the same time. Got this from The Peak website.
Peak's Acoustic Christmas with Howie Day and The Calling
Friday December 03
It's a holiday show with Howie Day, The Calling, and local groups Soular and Man Born Blind at Ned's Downtown. Tickets are just $5 at the door and all of that goes to buy gifts for the children of the Giving Tree. This is a 21+ show.
Brian and I are making up a plan of attack as I write this. We will find away around it.
Saturday, November 13, 2004
THERE'S A LOG ON THE FIRE, AND IT BURNS LIKE ME FOR YOU
I guess its about time to post again.
I've been working when I'm not at school and at school when I'm not at work. It was a busy week. I almost, ALMOST went to all of my classes. If I hadn't had to work at 3:30 on thursday I would have gone to Astro, but that class ends at 3:15, and there's no way I could make it across the city in 15 minutes.
Thats another reason why I don't like Albuquerque. Its just too big. I think I'd like to stick with Santa Fe-sized cities. Santa Fe is so personal, and I know every little corner of that city. Albuquerque....its ugly to start with. Its just not a pretty place. Except for a couple parts. I drove down Rio Grande Blvd on my way home, it was really pretty. Tons of cute ranches with horses and big big trees. And I have to remember to tell Jacinda I saw a Dietz Road and a Dietz Ranch. Its her last name, and its not too common, so I thought that was cool. And I heard Changes by David Bowie on the radio (radio free Santa Fe, actually) when I was driving through there. I love that song! I just downloaded it! For free! I downloaded Goodbye Yellowbrick Road by Elton John last week. Sweet!
So yeah, I don't like Albuquerque. But actual school is ok. I like the campus. It has a lot of huge trees and I love huge trees.
And of course I've been spending alot of time with Matt. Unfortunately we both are busy alot, with work and school, so we usually only see eachother at night. But weekends are usually better. I only worked till 5 last night so we all got to party together. Kat, Matt, Becca, Dylan, and the like. It was a total sausagefest. Hanging out at Phi Delt rocks. And I love playing DDR now. Weird. And I love hanging out with Matt. Especially when we study. :)
I guess its about time to post again.
I've been working when I'm not at school and at school when I'm not at work. It was a busy week. I almost, ALMOST went to all of my classes. If I hadn't had to work at 3:30 on thursday I would have gone to Astro, but that class ends at 3:15, and there's no way I could make it across the city in 15 minutes.
Thats another reason why I don't like Albuquerque. Its just too big. I think I'd like to stick with Santa Fe-sized cities. Santa Fe is so personal, and I know every little corner of that city. Albuquerque....its ugly to start with. Its just not a pretty place. Except for a couple parts. I drove down Rio Grande Blvd on my way home, it was really pretty. Tons of cute ranches with horses and big big trees. And I have to remember to tell Jacinda I saw a Dietz Road and a Dietz Ranch. Its her last name, and its not too common, so I thought that was cool. And I heard Changes by David Bowie on the radio (radio free Santa Fe, actually) when I was driving through there. I love that song! I just downloaded it! For free! I downloaded Goodbye Yellowbrick Road by Elton John last week. Sweet!
So yeah, I don't like Albuquerque. But actual school is ok. I like the campus. It has a lot of huge trees and I love huge trees.
And of course I've been spending alot of time with Matt. Unfortunately we both are busy alot, with work and school, so we usually only see eachother at night. But weekends are usually better. I only worked till 5 last night so we all got to party together. Kat, Matt, Becca, Dylan, and the like. It was a total sausagefest. Hanging out at Phi Delt rocks. And I love playing DDR now. Weird. And I love hanging out with Matt. Especially when we study. :)
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
"GOOSE-TER"
It took a couple months and lots of internet time, but I finally read all of Guster's Road Journal: http://www.guster.com/test/tanindexflashsite.html
The drummer, Brian, AKA "Thundergod" writes the current entries, although the first ones, dated all the way back to May of '00, are written by all 3 members. They are hilarious, I recommend them to everyone when they need to waste months of their lives.
Oh, and Guster's music isn't too bad either.
And Irena showed me a groovy website, http://www.thefacebook.com/. Its like myspace, but there are less people, and its only a representation of given universities. UNM is one. I looked up St. Mike's and found several kids. Its a fun site as well. Check it out.
It took a couple months and lots of internet time, but I finally read all of Guster's Road Journal: http://www.guster.com/test/tanindexflashsite.html
The drummer, Brian, AKA "Thundergod" writes the current entries, although the first ones, dated all the way back to May of '00, are written by all 3 members. They are hilarious, I recommend them to everyone when they need to waste months of their lives.
Oh, and Guster's music isn't too bad either.
And Irena showed me a groovy website, http://www.thefacebook.com/. Its like myspace, but there are less people, and its only a representation of given universities. UNM is one. I looked up St. Mike's and found several kids. Its a fun site as well. Check it out.
"FUCK YOU! I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO EAT!"
I am soooooooo glad Nov 2nd is here. I'm so fucking sick of seeing those damn commercials on tv. I took my absentee ballot into Santa Fe on Wednesday, and I wish the tv knew. The commercials would stop. Stupid backstabbing commercials. I wish they really played the "Kerry is Satan" video, that would just be funny. Don't get me wrong, I voted for Kerry. Its just a funny little clip.
I love David Spade. Llama face!
I am soooooooo glad Nov 2nd is here. I'm so fucking sick of seeing those damn commercials on tv. I took my absentee ballot into Santa Fe on Wednesday, and I wish the tv knew. The commercials would stop. Stupid backstabbing commercials. I wish they really played the "Kerry is Satan" video, that would just be funny. Don't get me wrong, I voted for Kerry. Its just a funny little clip.
I love David Spade. Llama face!
Friday, October 29, 2004
COPYING BRIAN
because its just fun. Plus people are bitching about me needing to post. So here ya go
Yeah, guilty. I wanna be a hippy.
I'm definitely more lazy than grunge...but thats kinda the same thing.
because its just fun. Plus people are bitching about me needing to post. So here ya go
I AM 13% WHITE TRASH! http://www.fuali.com/test.aspx?id=117">I, my friend, have class. I am so not white trash. . I am more than likely Democrat, and my place is neat, and there is a good chance I may never drink wine from a box. Take'>http://www.fuali.com/test.aspx?id=117">Take the WHITE TRASH test at Fuali.com |
I AM 40% HIPPIE! http://www.fuali.com/test.aspx?id=116">I need to step away from the tie-dye. I smell too good to be a hippie and my dad is probably a cop. Being a hippie is not a fashion craze, man. It was a way of life, in the 60’s, man. Take'>http://www.fuali.com/test.aspx?id=116">Take the HIPPIE test at Fuali.com |
Yeah, guilty. I wanna be a hippy.
I AM 37% ASSHOLE/BITCH! http://www.fuali.com/test.aspx?id=115">I may think I am an asshole or a bitch, but the truth is I am a good person at heart. Yeah sure, I can have a mean streak in me, but most of the people I meet like me. Take'>http://www.fuali.com/test.aspx?id=115">Take the ASSHOLE/BITCH test at Fuali.com |
I AM 45% GRUNGE! http://www.fuali.com/test.aspx?id=108"> |
I'm definitely more lazy than grunge...but thats kinda the same thing.
Monday, October 11, 2004
Its raining!!
Rain is nice. Especially an hour ago when I had to walk all the way from the SUB to Phi Delt...which to those who don't know, is quite a distance...about a 15 minute walk. And it especially sucks when its raining. I got soaked. SOAKED. But its really ok, because it was fun walking in the rain. I just wish I didn't have to do it alone. I like jumping in puddles...I need a puddle-jumping-buddy.
Having a boyfriend is fun. I'm soooo happeh :D
And competely smitten. Completely.
Rain is nice. Especially an hour ago when I had to walk all the way from the SUB to Phi Delt...which to those who don't know, is quite a distance...about a 15 minute walk. And it especially sucks when its raining. I got soaked. SOAKED. But its really ok, because it was fun walking in the rain. I just wish I didn't have to do it alone. I like jumping in puddles...I need a puddle-jumping-buddy.
Having a boyfriend is fun. I'm soooo happeh :D
And competely smitten. Completely.
Sunday, October 10, 2004
I Hope Tomorrow Is Like Today
I'm awake, you're still sleeping
The sun will rise like yesterday
Everything that we are now
Is everything we can't let go
Or its gone forever, far away
I hope tomorrow is like today
Don't you go away tomorrow
I don't think I could handle that
You're probably dreaming that you're flying on
Then you start to fall
But then you rise
and shine forever
Don't go away
I hope tomorrow is like today
-Guster
My title never shows up, and I don't know why. Kristin!
The sun will rise like yesterday
Everything that we are now
Is everything we can't let go
Or its gone forever, far away
I hope tomorrow is like today
Don't you go away tomorrow
I don't think I could handle that
You're probably dreaming that you're flying on
Then you start to fall
But then you rise
and shine forever
Don't go away
I hope tomorrow is like today
-Guster
My title never shows up, and I don't know why. Kristin!
Sunday, October 03, 2004
Wrinkle Tard
On the way home today I found myself smiling for no reason. Well, no reason other than the fact that I spent the day with Matt instead of doing all of my very important homework. That can wait till tonite. I'm so happy -- I have been this happy in a very long time. Yet he's so bad for me. I slacking with my school work. I have to get my act together. I just need to get past the initial smitten phase and I'll be ok. Then I'll be able to function again.
"Your mom's chest hair!!"
"Your mom's chest hair!!"
Thursday, September 23, 2004
Be Calm, Be Brave, It'll Be OK
Things that bother me about Albuquerque:
1. Not as liberal as Santa Fe. Of course, this would be hard to do in the first place. But I drive around and see the Dubya stickers everywhere, and not one "No War!" sticker, except for my own. Far too many republicans here. Even though I was told its actually pretty evenly divided. I'm just used to SF, where everyone and their mom is either democratic, a hippy, or a lesbian. And I miss that.
2. The curbs here are too high up! Everytime I park on the street, my door always scratches against the curb. Why must they make them so high up? I see no reason except to hurt my car!
That is all for now. I'll think of more.
1. Not as liberal as Santa Fe. Of course, this would be hard to do in the first place. But I drive around and see the Dubya stickers everywhere, and not one "No War!" sticker, except for my own. Far too many republicans here. Even though I was told its actually pretty evenly divided. I'm just used to SF, where everyone and their mom is either democratic, a hippy, or a lesbian. And I miss that.
2. The curbs here are too high up! Everytime I park on the street, my door always scratches against the curb. Why must they make them so high up? I see no reason except to hurt my car!
That is all for now. I'll think of more.
Sunday, September 19, 2004
The Title Hasn't Been Working
So blogger hates me. It really does! After I post this, it will take a couple days to actually post. It says its published, but I go to check the actual page, and the new post isn't there. Kristin! Why is it doing this??
Apart from that...I'm never drinking again.
Atleast not till next weekend.
And I'm definitely drinking next weekend.
Last night was Becca's bday. Little youngin' just turned 18. Yay for her. Fun for everyone. She had a party at her place. At first no one was showing up, and then the frat guys came, yay! Those guys are fun. Dirty, Matt, Joey, Dukeheart (sp?), and a couple other that I don't know their names. And I've always thought Matt was cute, so I'm glad he came. And at the end of the night, he handed me his number! That has never actually happened to me before. Being given a number. I think all things are prettier when italicized! So I'm unsure as to go about calling him...after all I was quite drunk last night, and I have my doubts about whether or not he even knows my name. I'll definitely call him and re-invite him to my upcoming weekend party...but I'm not sure what to do otherwise. Well, I know what to do, I'm just too chicken-shit to do it. How come I can always give the advice but never follow it?
I hate homework.
But I love Sugarcult!
And Dean Martin.
My dad bought me a $7 Best of Dean Martin cd at Target Friday night, after he made fun of me for wanting it. There's nothing wrong with liking old music. My mom hates it because its what her parents used to listen to. But I love it. I need Frank Sinatra too.
I need a shower. Very very badly.
Apart from that...I'm never drinking again.
Atleast not till next weekend.
And I'm definitely drinking next weekend.
Last night was Becca's bday. Little youngin' just turned 18. Yay for her. Fun for everyone. She had a party at her place. At first no one was showing up, and then the frat guys came, yay! Those guys are fun. Dirty, Matt, Joey, Dukeheart (sp?), and a couple other that I don't know their names. And I've always thought Matt was cute, so I'm glad he came. And at the end of the night, he handed me his number! That has never actually happened to me before. Being given a number. I think all things are prettier when italicized! So I'm unsure as to go about calling him...after all I was quite drunk last night, and I have my doubts about whether or not he even knows my name. I'll definitely call him and re-invite him to my upcoming weekend party...but I'm not sure what to do otherwise. Well, I know what to do, I'm just too chicken-shit to do it. How come I can always give the advice but never follow it?
I hate homework.
But I love Sugarcult!
And Dean Martin.
My dad bought me a $7 Best of Dean Martin cd at Target Friday night, after he made fun of me for wanting it. There's nothing wrong with liking old music. My mom hates it because its what her parents used to listen to. But I love it. I need Frank Sinatra too.
I need a shower. Very very badly.
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
The Ten Commandments of College
Student was searching for divine inspiration. Student walked high on the mountain of knowledge and came across God. Student asked God how to live life as a college kid should. And God said unto him, follow these Ten Commandments and you shall be all a college kid is. And Student thanked God and it was good. And Student spread the Ten Commandments of College to all.
I- Thou Shalt NapAnd God gave unto Student a great gift, the gift of napping. God said to him, You shall spend half your day napping. You shall nap in class, in your room and in your friend’s room. And God said, if you don’t nap, you will not be able to stay up all night drinking. And Student said, Nap I shall, and it was good.
II- Thou Shalt Get Sick All the TimeNow God said to Student, you must be sick all of the time. And student said why. And God said unto him, you shall share drinks, stay up too late, drink too much and make out with people you don’t know. Therefore, God said, you shall be sick all year round. But God said, blessed are the sick for they have partied the hardest. And it was good.
III- Thou Shalt Write Witty Away MessagesStudent asked, but God, how will I show everyone that I am funny? And God said unto him, thou shall write witty away messages. God said to student, you shall never just say you are in the shower, you shall say you are getting wet and wild…in the shower. You shall never say you are at class, you shall say you are sleeping…in class. God said, if you do not write witty away messages, I shall smite you. Blessed are the funny, for they will get many girls to be their friends but never hook up with them. And it was good.
IV- Thou Shalt Wear a HoodieAnd then Student asked God, God how do I look like a college kid. And God said unto student, you must wear a hoodie, for it is a useful garment. And you shall never wash it either. Student asked God what kind of Hoodie should it be and God said, you shall own one with your school’s logo on it and you shall own many others of varying colors and creeds. And Student was pleased and God was pleased.
V- Thou Shalt Shit a LotAnd Student asked of his bathroom habit and God told him, Student, you shall eat in the Cafeteria and you shall shit a lot. And it will not be good shit, it will be the shit of the devil for your ass shall burn for hours. Your school shall put laxatives in their food and you shall feel their pain. And Student began to weep, and God said unto him, Student, fear not the shit, for all your fellow students will be experiencing the same. And Student dried his eyes and thanked God and God told him to use wet naps to ease the pain.
VI- Thou Shalt Eat EasyMacStudent asked unto God if there was any alternatives to the cafeteria, and God said to him, you shall eat a lot of EasyMac. It is easy to make and you don’t need milk or a stove. And student said microwaves were forbidden by the RA. And God said to him, you shall hide the microwave under your bed with a towel on top. And Student asked, what if it is discovered. And God told him to stop being such a pussy, and it was good.
VII- Thou Shalt Hook UpStudent then asked of sex. And God said, Student, you shall hook up and be happy. You shall go home with random people every weekend and forget about them the next day. You shall see them at class and be awkward amongst their company. You shall exchange saliva at bars and parties and it will be good. And Student became gleeful and God told Student to wrap it up because He knows where she has been, but Student does not.
VIII- Thou Shalt Join a Club and Never Go to MeetingsStudent inquired of his spare time and God reminded him that he should be napping. But Student said he wanted to do other things. So God said unto him, you shall join a club at the beginning of the semester, but then never go to meetings. And Student asked why he should not go to meetings, and God told him, because the glee club is gay. And Student understood His wisdom.
IX- Thou Shalt Wake Up ConfusedGod said to Student, there will come many a day when you shall wake up in the bed of another and not know where you are. You will not remember what you did last night and you shall be confused. You will see that you have nipple rings and a tattoo now and are covered in Sharpie. And Student was disturbed by this, but God said, you shall tell great stories about it to your friends someday. And Student understood and God took a sip of a beer. And God gave Student the final Commandment
X- Thou Shalt Gain WeightAnd Student wished to hear the final commandment and God said he would not like it. But Student insisted, so God said unto him, you shall gain weight. However, God said, you will not buy new clothes, so you will wear sweat pants a lot. God said, Student, you will watch a lot of TV and become fat to which Student wept profusely. But God comforted Student saying, you will still get ass even if you cannot tie your shoes anymore. Student felt better and God pointed to Student’s chest saying, those will soon be bitch tits. And it was good.
This is the word of God, follow the Ten Commandments of College or you will be smote!
and I'm sick.
I- Thou Shalt NapAnd God gave unto Student a great gift, the gift of napping. God said to him, You shall spend half your day napping. You shall nap in class, in your room and in your friend’s room. And God said, if you don’t nap, you will not be able to stay up all night drinking. And Student said, Nap I shall, and it was good.
II- Thou Shalt Get Sick All the TimeNow God said to Student, you must be sick all of the time. And student said why. And God said unto him, you shall share drinks, stay up too late, drink too much and make out with people you don’t know. Therefore, God said, you shall be sick all year round. But God said, blessed are the sick for they have partied the hardest. And it was good.
III- Thou Shalt Write Witty Away MessagesStudent asked, but God, how will I show everyone that I am funny? And God said unto him, thou shall write witty away messages. God said to student, you shall never just say you are in the shower, you shall say you are getting wet and wild…in the shower. You shall never say you are at class, you shall say you are sleeping…in class. God said, if you do not write witty away messages, I shall smite you. Blessed are the funny, for they will get many girls to be their friends but never hook up with them. And it was good.
IV- Thou Shalt Wear a HoodieAnd then Student asked God, God how do I look like a college kid. And God said unto student, you must wear a hoodie, for it is a useful garment. And you shall never wash it either. Student asked God what kind of Hoodie should it be and God said, you shall own one with your school’s logo on it and you shall own many others of varying colors and creeds. And Student was pleased and God was pleased.
V- Thou Shalt Shit a LotAnd Student asked of his bathroom habit and God told him, Student, you shall eat in the Cafeteria and you shall shit a lot. And it will not be good shit, it will be the shit of the devil for your ass shall burn for hours. Your school shall put laxatives in their food and you shall feel their pain. And Student began to weep, and God said unto him, Student, fear not the shit, for all your fellow students will be experiencing the same. And Student dried his eyes and thanked God and God told him to use wet naps to ease the pain.
VI- Thou Shalt Eat EasyMacStudent asked unto God if there was any alternatives to the cafeteria, and God said to him, you shall eat a lot of EasyMac. It is easy to make and you don’t need milk or a stove. And student said microwaves were forbidden by the RA. And God said to him, you shall hide the microwave under your bed with a towel on top. And Student asked, what if it is discovered. And God told him to stop being such a pussy, and it was good.
VII- Thou Shalt Hook UpStudent then asked of sex. And God said, Student, you shall hook up and be happy. You shall go home with random people every weekend and forget about them the next day. You shall see them at class and be awkward amongst their company. You shall exchange saliva at bars and parties and it will be good. And Student became gleeful and God told Student to wrap it up because He knows where she has been, but Student does not.
VIII- Thou Shalt Join a Club and Never Go to MeetingsStudent inquired of his spare time and God reminded him that he should be napping. But Student said he wanted to do other things. So God said unto him, you shall join a club at the beginning of the semester, but then never go to meetings. And Student asked why he should not go to meetings, and God told him, because the glee club is gay. And Student understood His wisdom.
IX- Thou Shalt Wake Up ConfusedGod said to Student, there will come many a day when you shall wake up in the bed of another and not know where you are. You will not remember what you did last night and you shall be confused. You will see that you have nipple rings and a tattoo now and are covered in Sharpie. And Student was disturbed by this, but God said, you shall tell great stories about it to your friends someday. And Student understood and God took a sip of a beer. And God gave Student the final Commandment
X- Thou Shalt Gain WeightAnd Student wished to hear the final commandment and God said he would not like it. But Student insisted, so God said unto him, you shall gain weight. However, God said, you will not buy new clothes, so you will wear sweat pants a lot. God said, Student, you will watch a lot of TV and become fat to which Student wept profusely. But God comforted Student saying, you will still get ass even if you cannot tie your shoes anymore. Student felt better and God pointed to Student’s chest saying, those will soon be bitch tits. And it was good.
This is the word of God, follow the Ten Commandments of College or you will be smote!
and I'm sick.
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
If You Wanna Be Free Take A Sip Of This Tea
So I think it has become evident that everyone is having a hard time just like I am. I'm really glad Doug Rob called me to make me feel better.
I hate crying. I did alot of that today, so now I have cry-face. I hate cry-face.
Doug is right. I really need to get out and do stuff. Join a club or even a study group. Today I ditched 2 out of my 3 classes, and had planned on doing alot of homework. I did one journal entry. I was also planning on going grocerie shopping, and instead of that I just ate alot of our food. And instead of going to my "spiritual advisor" dude, I cancelled, claiming I was "up to my ears on homework." When I was really just playing games on gsn.com. So now I'm going tomorrow at 1. After my only class ends at 11 Becca and I are gonna hang out, which I'm looking forward to since I haven't seen her in like a week. I haven't been hanging around campus like I did the first week. I've wanted to be home, but now I hate being here. I really want to be at home-home. In Santa Fe. But its not home-home anymore. Everyone is gone. My room is empty. I'm just thankful my family is still there. I'll see them Thursday at Zozobra I guess. That should be fun. Hell, I even miss St Mikes (but don't tell anyone). I miss Ms Chitwood and Mr White. Thor can still die though.
I'll be ok. I just don't adjust easily.
I hate crying. I did alot of that today, so now I have cry-face. I hate cry-face.
Doug is right. I really need to get out and do stuff. Join a club or even a study group. Today I ditched 2 out of my 3 classes, and had planned on doing alot of homework. I did one journal entry. I was also planning on going grocerie shopping, and instead of that I just ate alot of our food. And instead of going to my "spiritual advisor" dude, I cancelled, claiming I was "up to my ears on homework." When I was really just playing games on gsn.com. So now I'm going tomorrow at 1. After my only class ends at 11 Becca and I are gonna hang out, which I'm looking forward to since I haven't seen her in like a week. I haven't been hanging around campus like I did the first week. I've wanted to be home, but now I hate being here. I really want to be at home-home. In Santa Fe. But its not home-home anymore. Everyone is gone. My room is empty. I'm just thankful my family is still there. I'll see them Thursday at Zozobra I guess. That should be fun. Hell, I even miss St Mikes (but don't tell anyone). I miss Ms Chitwood and Mr White. Thor can still die though.
I'll be ok. I just don't adjust easily.
Its 9:39am, I have to leave for class in 21 minutes, and I just now noticed that I haven't even put on my makeup...even though I thought I was ready for school. And I just decided I'm not gonna wear any today, since I have already completed my get-ready-for-school process.
Kat and I went to Denver this weekend! Brian had to work, bummer. We went to see Guster, an awesome band that I saw with John Mayer 2 years ago in Santa Fe. The drummer plays with his hands! They are very happy music. Kat absolutely loved the concert, which I'm glad about. I forgot how energetic their shows are. I love them even more now.
So we actually thought that Howie Day was gonna be playing too, but I really just made that up in my brain for some reason. Kat and I were standing in line for the show, waiting for the gates to open, and all the sudden it all clicked. On Howie's tour card, this show wasn't on there. And he wasn't listed on the Guster tour printout I had, even though he was on there for all the shows before that. And no one knew he was playing. Weird. Mabye thats because I assumed he was playing with Guster since Guster had joined the Howie Day-Matt Nathanson-OAR tour for a couple weeks. Turns out the show we went to was the first without the rest of those acts. Thats really ok though, because that left Guster to play for about an hour and a half. I just felt like an idiot, but thats cool. I bought a Guster (or as Kat likes to call them, "Gunther") shirt with a llama on it! Its so cool. And its green! And its a llama!
The point is, we had a great time. On the way up to Denver, we played some car games with 2 17y/o boys, and had lunch with them in Pueblo. It was quite the adventure.
I'm still looking for a part time job since I'm getting pretty close to broke. Hopefully KivaJuice will call soon. Or I'll have to resort to Bob's Burgers.
Kat and I went to Denver this weekend! Brian had to work, bummer. We went to see Guster, an awesome band that I saw with John Mayer 2 years ago in Santa Fe. The drummer plays with his hands! They are very happy music. Kat absolutely loved the concert, which I'm glad about. I forgot how energetic their shows are. I love them even more now.
So we actually thought that Howie Day was gonna be playing too, but I really just made that up in my brain for some reason. Kat and I were standing in line for the show, waiting for the gates to open, and all the sudden it all clicked. On Howie's tour card, this show wasn't on there. And he wasn't listed on the Guster tour printout I had, even though he was on there for all the shows before that. And no one knew he was playing. Weird. Mabye thats because I assumed he was playing with Guster since Guster had joined the Howie Day-Matt Nathanson-OAR tour for a couple weeks. Turns out the show we went to was the first without the rest of those acts. Thats really ok though, because that left Guster to play for about an hour and a half. I just felt like an idiot, but thats cool. I bought a Guster (or as Kat likes to call them, "Gunther") shirt with a llama on it! Its so cool. And its green! And its a llama!
The point is, we had a great time. On the way up to Denver, we played some car games with 2 17y/o boys, and had lunch with them in Pueblo. It was quite the adventure.
I'm still looking for a part time job since I'm getting pretty close to broke. Hopefully KivaJuice will call soon. Or I'll have to resort to Bob's Burgers.
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
I can't believe blogger is actually letting me post! Anytime I have actually wanted to post in the last month, I haven't been able to.
So I'm in Albuquerque now, living with Daniel, my brother, in a house on the west side of town, kind of near Rio Rancho. You know, not at all near campus. But its actually not bad. Only takes 15 minutes to get to campus if traffic is moving along, which is always is at 9 or 10 in the morning. Its nice having an actual house, instead of a dorm. I guess it levels itself out. When I go into everyone's dorms, its cool because its like they are living with dozens and dozens of people. Its very easy to be social, I would imagine. They are living AT college, instead of just being students there. I'm the only one among the St Mike's crowd that is not living on campus or near campus. Its ok though. Like I said, I have an actual house. With my own bathroom. And a big room where I can be naked and not have to worry about my roommate walking in on me. And I like my classes. Only two of my teachers are insane, and I actually really enjoy one of my classes -- my "ancient legacy" class. Its honors, which is cool, and its all discussion about old books like Giglamesh and The Iliad. And these kids can ACTUALLY discuss, which is really nice! It makes 2 and a half hours every week go by really quickly. Its such a weird feeling, ENJOYING a class. I could get used to this.
The weird thing is, I don't feel like a "college" kid. It doesn't seem like I have moved out of my house, even though I have packed up my entire room and haven't been back for almost 2 weeks. It seems like I am just on a vacation, and taking some classes while I'm at it. Like some freakish summer learning program. I have no rules. No parents. No curfew, no nothing! So much freedom. Too much, infact. I'm already broke. Well, I was for a day, till I deposited a check. Now I'm just close to being broke. I can't believe how much money I spent this summer. But its ok actually, because it was such an awesome summer. There's no way I will every forget it. Partying in the woods, peeing in front yards, sneaking into hot tubs and swimming pools downtown, climbing roofs and getting fiberglass splinters, going to concerts, getting addicted to ebay, and actually feeling good about myself. It was an incredible summer, I would have to say.
And of course I can't leave out the fact that last monday was the Dave Matthews Band concert. It was so fun, I can't even describe it. Fun doesn't even begin it! Paula, Kat, Harlie, Becca, Kat, Jess, and little Lorn all came. Paula and I had the best seats, about 10 rows back, a little to the left. Every year I get closer and closer to my band. All the other kids were chillin in the lawn. "You know the good thing about the lawn? Its kinda hard with all these chairs in the way up here, but in the lawn, you can bump uglies." -Dave
I got amazing pictures and recordings with my uber cool camera, and even got "tapped" by a security guard, since we weren't supposed to have cameras (like that ever stops me, hah!), and he obviously saw me repetedly holding my camera above the crowd for long periods of time, recording the band. He scared the shit out of me....but that doesn't mean I stopped doing it. Paula had my back the entire time too. Hah! Take that stupid security guard. You don't scare me! We visited Ryan at the Peak van and he gave us free stuff, and he even recognized Jess and I, which was very cool, since to me Ryan is a celebrity thats my buddy, just like Howie and Johnny Rzeznik! I had SO much fun during the show, holy shit. AWESOME set list, even though they didn't bust out #41. Our section of the audience was all the Warehouse members, and we sat next to this kick ass couple that I got to talk about the band to before the show, they were very cool, and kept offering us cigarettes. Anywho, the entire section was chanting "41" between most of the songs, which was very exciting! Its ok that they didn't play it, cuz they made up for it by playing Crush and Tim-fucking-Reynolds came out for the last songs!!! It was insane. Timmy hadn't played with the full band since 1998. I'm sure he was there since he lives in Santa Fe. It was awesome, he got very into Help Myself, and played with his teeth. Very impressive!
Setlist:
The Stone
Fool To Think
I Did It
Crush
Hello Again
Sugar Will
Grey Street
When The World Ends
Crazy-Easy
One Sweet World
Joy Ride
Ants Marching
Typical Situation
Help Myself*
Crash Into Me*
Dancing Nancies*
Too Much*@
Warehouse
*Tim Reynolds joined on these songs
@ It was very cool, in Too Much, Dave, according to dmbalmanac.com, "extended scat outro with Lil' John's "YEAH! WHAT? YEAH! OK!" interpolation." When I listened back to this on my camera, I thought He might be doing Lil' John, but I also thought my brain was just making up shit, but it turns out he really was! How cool!
Hope everyone got their DMB fill there!
So I've noticed I am desperately clinging onto highschool. I'm still hanging out with Kat, Jess, Becca, Brian, David, and Bryan. I really miss Irena. I'm gonna miss Paula the most. Why the hell are these kids moving so fucking far away! Its too difficult! Now I realize that I really really loved highschool. Things were so fun, I got to see everyone everyday. Its hard now. Different schedules, different cities, different land masses. Paula, Harlie, and Kassi are still in Santa Fe, but its hard to find the time to travel just one hour. Not to mention gas money is low.
I really want to meet new people, and make new friends, but its hard when my old friends are still around and so easy to get ahold of. I met one guy, Nick, and loborientation, and we have math together, and we exchanged numbers, but thats all I've done so far. And no romantic posibility, as he is definitely quite gay. But he's an awesome kid.
I miss home.
Kat, Brian, and I are most likely heading up to Denver this weekend, to catch Howie! He's playing not only with Matt Nathanson and OAR again, but with Guster too! I love Guster! I saw them 2 years ago with John Mayer, and absolutely loved them! They are very happy music, so I'm very excited. I really shouldn't go though, since I don't have much money. But I want to go really really bad. Its as exciting as Dave! Howie AND Guster...I will pop. Maybe I'll ask Howie to be my boyfriend, since I already refer to him as that. And Brian and I are gonna have him record our voice mails, so he says "Hey, this is Howie Day, leave Katie/Brian a message." and for me he could also say something like "Katie is the most beautiful girl in the world and we are getting married and are gonna have one thousand little Howie-haired babies." ...or something like that.
Phew.
So I'm in Albuquerque now, living with Daniel, my brother, in a house on the west side of town, kind of near Rio Rancho. You know, not at all near campus. But its actually not bad. Only takes 15 minutes to get to campus if traffic is moving along, which is always is at 9 or 10 in the morning. Its nice having an actual house, instead of a dorm. I guess it levels itself out. When I go into everyone's dorms, its cool because its like they are living with dozens and dozens of people. Its very easy to be social, I would imagine. They are living AT college, instead of just being students there. I'm the only one among the St Mike's crowd that is not living on campus or near campus. Its ok though. Like I said, I have an actual house. With my own bathroom. And a big room where I can be naked and not have to worry about my roommate walking in on me. And I like my classes. Only two of my teachers are insane, and I actually really enjoy one of my classes -- my "ancient legacy" class. Its honors, which is cool, and its all discussion about old books like Giglamesh and The Iliad. And these kids can ACTUALLY discuss, which is really nice! It makes 2 and a half hours every week go by really quickly. Its such a weird feeling, ENJOYING a class. I could get used to this.
The weird thing is, I don't feel like a "college" kid. It doesn't seem like I have moved out of my house, even though I have packed up my entire room and haven't been back for almost 2 weeks. It seems like I am just on a vacation, and taking some classes while I'm at it. Like some freakish summer learning program. I have no rules. No parents. No curfew, no nothing! So much freedom. Too much, infact. I'm already broke. Well, I was for a day, till I deposited a check. Now I'm just close to being broke. I can't believe how much money I spent this summer. But its ok actually, because it was such an awesome summer. There's no way I will every forget it. Partying in the woods, peeing in front yards, sneaking into hot tubs and swimming pools downtown, climbing roofs and getting fiberglass splinters, going to concerts, getting addicted to ebay, and actually feeling good about myself. It was an incredible summer, I would have to say.
And of course I can't leave out the fact that last monday was the Dave Matthews Band concert. It was so fun, I can't even describe it. Fun doesn't even begin it! Paula, Kat, Harlie, Becca, Kat, Jess, and little Lorn all came. Paula and I had the best seats, about 10 rows back, a little to the left. Every year I get closer and closer to my band. All the other kids were chillin in the lawn. "You know the good thing about the lawn? Its kinda hard with all these chairs in the way up here, but in the lawn, you can bump uglies." -Dave
I got amazing pictures and recordings with my uber cool camera, and even got "tapped" by a security guard, since we weren't supposed to have cameras (like that ever stops me, hah!), and he obviously saw me repetedly holding my camera above the crowd for long periods of time, recording the band. He scared the shit out of me....but that doesn't mean I stopped doing it. Paula had my back the entire time too. Hah! Take that stupid security guard. You don't scare me! We visited Ryan at the Peak van and he gave us free stuff, and he even recognized Jess and I, which was very cool, since to me Ryan is a celebrity thats my buddy, just like Howie and Johnny Rzeznik! I had SO much fun during the show, holy shit. AWESOME set list, even though they didn't bust out #41. Our section of the audience was all the Warehouse members, and we sat next to this kick ass couple that I got to talk about the band to before the show, they were very cool, and kept offering us cigarettes. Anywho, the entire section was chanting "41" between most of the songs, which was very exciting! Its ok that they didn't play it, cuz they made up for it by playing Crush and Tim-fucking-Reynolds came out for the last songs!!! It was insane. Timmy hadn't played with the full band since 1998. I'm sure he was there since he lives in Santa Fe. It was awesome, he got very into Help Myself, and played with his teeth. Very impressive!
Setlist:
The Stone
Fool To Think
I Did It
Crush
Hello Again
Sugar Will
Grey Street
When The World Ends
Crazy-Easy
One Sweet World
Joy Ride
Ants Marching
Typical Situation
Help Myself*
Crash Into Me*
Dancing Nancies*
Too Much*@
Warehouse
*Tim Reynolds joined on these songs
@ It was very cool, in Too Much, Dave, according to dmbalmanac.com, "extended scat outro with Lil' John's "YEAH! WHAT? YEAH! OK!" interpolation." When I listened back to this on my camera, I thought He might be doing Lil' John, but I also thought my brain was just making up shit, but it turns out he really was! How cool!
Hope everyone got their DMB fill there!
So I've noticed I am desperately clinging onto highschool. I'm still hanging out with Kat, Jess, Becca, Brian, David, and Bryan. I really miss Irena. I'm gonna miss Paula the most. Why the hell are these kids moving so fucking far away! Its too difficult! Now I realize that I really really loved highschool. Things were so fun, I got to see everyone everyday. Its hard now. Different schedules, different cities, different land masses. Paula, Harlie, and Kassi are still in Santa Fe, but its hard to find the time to travel just one hour. Not to mention gas money is low.
I really want to meet new people, and make new friends, but its hard when my old friends are still around and so easy to get ahold of. I met one guy, Nick, and loborientation, and we have math together, and we exchanged numbers, but thats all I've done so far. And no romantic posibility, as he is definitely quite gay. But he's an awesome kid.
I miss home.
Kat, Brian, and I are most likely heading up to Denver this weekend, to catch Howie! He's playing not only with Matt Nathanson and OAR again, but with Guster too! I love Guster! I saw them 2 years ago with John Mayer, and absolutely loved them! They are very happy music, so I'm very excited. I really shouldn't go though, since I don't have much money. But I want to go really really bad. Its as exciting as Dave! Howie AND Guster...I will pop. Maybe I'll ask Howie to be my boyfriend, since I already refer to him as that. And Brian and I are gonna have him record our voice mails, so he says "Hey, this is Howie Day, leave Katie/Brian a message." and for me he could also say something like "Katie is the most beautiful girl in the world and we are getting married and are gonna have one thousand little Howie-haired babies." ...or something like that.
Phew.
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
I met Howie Day!!!! It was amazing! Brian and I went to his show last Thursday night (July 22) at the Sunshine Theater, and since I'm a rep for Howie online we got to work his merch booth and then after the show we met him! It was wonderful and amazing and I died! He's perfect in everyway, so hot, such beautiful hair, perfect smile, great body....ahhh....
I love Howie.
And the only thing I remember from Buddy's class is that idolization and infatuation are both pitfalls of romance. Shit.
Ok, but at the time I was actually really cool and mellow. Well, thats because I was too tired to physically respond, since I had also been at the John Mayer show the night before. I was a little sleep deprived. So Howie is like the nicest person I've ever met. He was so cool and nice about signing our shit and posing for pictures, and when I asked him for a hug he was just like "sure!" and he was so cute. I've also noticed that in most of his pictures with fans, he smiles with his mouth closed, which hides how hot he is. However, in my picture with him, he's smiling with his teeth showing! He didn't do that for Brian or Lindsey (another rep that worked with us)! This means he was truly happy with me...probably from my outstanding beauty. Who knows. The point is, I made him happy, which makes me happy :D
and I am too dumb to post the picture right on here...or its just being an asshole, so just go here!
http://us.f1.yahoofs.com/users/42bad7b0/bc/3299/__sr_/46ee.jpg?phW2ICBBs4.JVGBu
I love Howie.
And the only thing I remember from Buddy's class is that idolization and infatuation are both pitfalls of romance. Shit.
Ok, but at the time I was actually really cool and mellow. Well, thats because I was too tired to physically respond, since I had also been at the John Mayer show the night before. I was a little sleep deprived. So Howie is like the nicest person I've ever met. He was so cool and nice about signing our shit and posing for pictures, and when I asked him for a hug he was just like "sure!" and he was so cute. I've also noticed that in most of his pictures with fans, he smiles with his mouth closed, which hides how hot he is. However, in my picture with him, he's smiling with his teeth showing! He didn't do that for Brian or Lindsey (another rep that worked with us)! This means he was truly happy with me...probably from my outstanding beauty. Who knows. The point is, I made him happy, which makes me happy :D
and I am too dumb to post the picture right on here...or its just being an asshole, so just go here!
http://us.f1.yahoofs.com/users/42bad7b0/bc/3299/__sr_/46ee.jpg?phW2ICBBs4.JVGBu
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
So lately all I do is work and sleep and hang out with friends, which is why I'm never home, which is why I never post. Is that good enough of an excuse for everyone? Good!
So I started working at Souper!Salad! almost a month ago. Its cool...all the hot guys in Santa Fe eat there. Well, not all of them...but alot of them. Plus I get to push buttons all day, which is something I've always wanted to do. The downside is our uniform is the same as St. Mike's clothes, only a little cooler, and less strict. My managers rock, and I get free food. I work 11-3 and 5-8 Tuesday through Saturday, so everyone come visit me! (and no I can't get you free food...but you could get yourself free food if you just walk in and only order water, pretending like you lost your receipt. Very easy. Especially since I don't pay attention.)
Anywho all my concerts are coming up! I've got John Mayer & Maroon 5 on July 21, Howie Day (yayyyyy!!!) the next day on July 22, then Alanis Morrissette & The Barenaked Ladies on Aug 1, and then DMB on Aug 23rd. Yay for concerts!
I also have a debit card now, which is the most dangerous thing I can think of myself owning. I can't stop spending money. I've become a shopaholic, in shops and online (especially online. and now I have discovered ebay. uh oh.)
yup.
So I started working at Souper!Salad! almost a month ago. Its cool...all the hot guys in Santa Fe eat there. Well, not all of them...but alot of them. Plus I get to push buttons all day, which is something I've always wanted to do. The downside is our uniform is the same as St. Mike's clothes, only a little cooler, and less strict. My managers rock, and I get free food. I work 11-3 and 5-8 Tuesday through Saturday, so everyone come visit me! (and no I can't get you free food...but you could get yourself free food if you just walk in and only order water, pretending like you lost your receipt. Very easy. Especially since I don't pay attention.)
Anywho all my concerts are coming up! I've got John Mayer & Maroon 5 on July 21, Howie Day (yayyyyy!!!) the next day on July 22, then Alanis Morrissette & The Barenaked Ladies on Aug 1, and then DMB on Aug 23rd. Yay for concerts!
I also have a debit card now, which is the most dangerous thing I can think of myself owning. I can't stop spending money. I've become a shopaholic, in shops and online (especially online. and now I have discovered ebay. uh oh.)
yup.
Friday, June 04, 2004
I know I haven't posted in a about 2 million years. Sorry. Actually its only been about a month and a half. Prom was ok, but got busted booooozin' it up buddy and got suspended, which was actually really nice. Graduated, which rocked. And now I'm working and sleeping and.....other stuff. You never know who reads this thing, even though NO ONE leaves comments.
I'm quiting the Firebird, as the boss' daughter is stealing my job, but its ok cuz it was planned for her to take over my job cuz I'm movin' away to Alb. I wanna work in a coffee shop -- thats what my mom, my sister, and I decided where I needed to work. I've also decided I need to work somewhere where I can meet guys.
Guys suck. And they're weird. But I still love 'em.
I'm glad Howie Day makes it known that girls can get on his tour bus. Now there's the motivation I need for my diet!!
Speaking of which, I've decided I'm addicted to food. Is there a Food-eaters Anonymous?
I'm quiting the Firebird, as the boss' daughter is stealing my job, but its ok cuz it was planned for her to take over my job cuz I'm movin' away to Alb. I wanna work in a coffee shop -- thats what my mom, my sister, and I decided where I needed to work. I've also decided I need to work somewhere where I can meet guys.
Guys suck. And they're weird. But I still love 'em.
I'm glad Howie Day makes it known that girls can get on his tour bus. Now there's the motivation I need for my diet!!
Speaking of which, I've decided I'm addicted to food. Is there a Food-eaters Anonymous?
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
I wrote this down in my phone about a week ago, and just now got around to typing it up:
I was just about to fall asleep, and I faintly heard Crash Into Me on my radio, so I turned it up. I had a very emotional couple of minutes, lying in bed listening to one of the greatest songs I have ever heard. I wanted to laugh and cry at the same time, both out of happiness. It was a state of bliss, complete NIRVANA. Its hard for me to explain how much this band really means to me. With each of their songs I heard, I go back to my memory of when I first really listened to each song. Its one of my favorite emotions, remembering those situations. It is one of the most peaceful feelings I have ever felt, and aI love it. I frst really listened to Crash when I was camping at Vallecitos, the most beautiful lake. Everytime I heara song off that album, I immediately see gigantic pine trees peacefullyl flowing in the wind. I love it.
I was just about to fall asleep, and I faintly heard Crash Into Me on my radio, so I turned it up. I had a very emotional couple of minutes, lying in bed listening to one of the greatest songs I have ever heard. I wanted to laugh and cry at the same time, both out of happiness. It was a state of bliss, complete NIRVANA. Its hard for me to explain how much this band really means to me. With each of their songs I heard, I go back to my memory of when I first really listened to each song. Its one of my favorite emotions, remembering those situations. It is one of the most peaceful feelings I have ever felt, and aI love it. I frst really listened to Crash when I was camping at Vallecitos, the most beautiful lake. Everytime I heara song off that album, I immediately see gigantic pine trees peacefullyl flowing in the wind. I love it.
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
I got my DMB seat locations! I'm in Section 3, Row L. Check the good map here. I'm gonna be so close to them that I will die! Only twelve rows back and a little to the left! I can't believe I got into one of the front sections. I may seriously pee in my pants at that concert. Paula, Kat, Harlie, Jess, Becca: Don't let me drink water before the show.
Sunday, April 11, 2004
So dmbrr.com, DMB Rhyme and Reason, is creating a DMB license plate page, and I'm on it! Quite exciting, I know. I'm on this page. I love how well the yellow stands out. New Mexico is good for something!
Saturday, April 03, 2004
"Katie, someday you're gonna make some guy very happy." I hear that from time to time. Last night I heard it from Taylor Osbourne. I suppose its fairly encouraging, but mostly depressing. SOME DAY. I'm impatient, I hate waiting for that day. I guess I have no other choice though. Last night I was talking to Chris about how it sucks when people pull the "your the greatest girl/guy, anyone would be so lucky to have you" shit, because it never seems to be true. I've only had one boyfriend, and that was for a grand total of 3 weeks. Regardless, it was probably one of my happiest times.
Boys suck. And I mean that in an "I love them" sort of way.
Boys suck. And I mean that in an "I love them" sort of way.
Saturday, March 27, 2004
I don't want to
Hear you whisper
I don't want to orbit
Your world of two
There's only room for you
In your world of two
I don't like to
Hang around you
I don't want to
Live in your world
Of two
There's only room for you
In your world of two
It's not that I don't like you
But it's not that I don't love you
It's not that I don't think you are
Two of the most
Perfectly
Beautiful
People in your world
In your world of two
There's only room for you
In your world of two
There's only room for you
In your world of two
In your world of two
There's only room
There's only room
There's only room
For you
-Cake, "World Of Two"
Thats the story of my life
Hear you whisper
I don't want to orbit
Your world of two
There's only room for you
In your world of two
I don't like to
Hang around you
I don't want to
Live in your world
Of two
There's only room for you
In your world of two
It's not that I don't like you
But it's not that I don't love you
It's not that I don't think you are
Two of the most
Perfectly
Beautiful
People in your world
In your world of two
There's only room for you
In your world of two
There's only room for you
In your world of two
In your world of two
There's only room
There's only room
There's only room
For you
-Cake, "World Of Two"
Thats the story of my life
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
So it is suggested that I get braces. Great. I'm not gonna do it, and they can't make me. I don't even need them. Here's the story.
So a LOOOONG time ago, back in the dinosaur days, I fell off the top bed in a camper and knocked out my two bottom front teeth. When they grew back, they were discolored, so we put some temporary caps on them to make them pretty. So now, they are wearing out and I need new ones. It sounds so simple. Apparently my two top teeth are hitting the caps weird, so if we put on new ones, they won't last as long. My top teeth are hitting it weird because on the right side of my mouth, some of the teeth don't touch, so all the pressure is in the front. This is from a year and a half ago when I got a baby tooth pulled because it wasn't coming out by itself. The new tooth fused itself to my jaw, so it won't come all the way up. So now the orthodontist says I should get braces to fix that. Something no one can even see. So, should I spend $5000 on BRACES, big disgusting pieces of metal that will make me look rediculous for an entire year, or $300 on caps, that would make everything look even better? Hmmm...decisions decisions. I'm going with the caps. I'm sure my parents will too, just cuz their cheap.
My smile is one of the only things that I really like about myself. I'm not decorating it with metal. No thanks.
This has ruined my day. I had to get up at 8am to find this out. I'm going back to bed.
So a LOOOONG time ago, back in the dinosaur days, I fell off the top bed in a camper and knocked out my two bottom front teeth. When they grew back, they were discolored, so we put some temporary caps on them to make them pretty. So now, they are wearing out and I need new ones. It sounds so simple. Apparently my two top teeth are hitting the caps weird, so if we put on new ones, they won't last as long. My top teeth are hitting it weird because on the right side of my mouth, some of the teeth don't touch, so all the pressure is in the front. This is from a year and a half ago when I got a baby tooth pulled because it wasn't coming out by itself. The new tooth fused itself to my jaw, so it won't come all the way up. So now the orthodontist says I should get braces to fix that. Something no one can even see. So, should I spend $5000 on BRACES, big disgusting pieces of metal that will make me look rediculous for an entire year, or $300 on caps, that would make everything look even better? Hmmm...decisions decisions. I'm going with the caps. I'm sure my parents will too, just cuz their cheap.
My smile is one of the only things that I really like about myself. I'm not decorating it with metal. No thanks.
This has ruined my day. I had to get up at 8am to find this out. I'm going back to bed.
Sunday, March 21, 2004
"Now, I need another volunteer. You, come up here." Oh no... I think. We got here an hour early, we've got front and center. It was only a matter of time until I was chosen to embarress myself onstage. Jess and I are at a play called "How to pick up chicks," a one man show by Rusty "The Chick Magnet" Rutherford. I jump up on stage, feeling like I am outside of my body. Kind of like how when you die, you see yourself die. We go backstage and bring out this black table on its side, so it blocks off part of the audience's point of view. At this point Rusty, the 5'6'', 110 lbs chick magnet, is wearing shiny silver mc-hammer pants and drawn-on-abs.
"Would you tie my shoe for me, please?" I know what he's trying to pull. But I have no other choice than to go along with it. I kneel down behind the table, which has big white letters in the front that say "CENSORED." As I am tying his shoe, he makes the appropriate "Oh yeah, right there. Yes, a little to the left" sounds, as if I am giving him a blow job. I stand up once I've tied one of his shoes, and he quickly says "Done already?" I mutter an embarressed yes
"No no no, come down here, I'll show you how to do it." We both sit behind the table, and he starts to give me instructions on how to give a great blow job. Great The audience is dying laughing as he begins to throw out bras and underoos. Meanwhile, he's taking off his mc-hammer pants and putting back on his jeans. Finally, we're done. We both stand up.
"Thank you." "Oh no, thank you." "I'll see you after the show, baby." I sit down in my seat and bury my head into Jessica, wanting to hide from the whole atleast-80-people-packed-room-at-warehouse21. The whole ordeal probably took about 4 minutes. I definitely got the worst volunteer job.
But it was halarious. My cheeks and jaw hurt from smiling, my sides hurt from laughing.
What a chick magnet.
"Would you tie my shoe for me, please?" I know what he's trying to pull. But I have no other choice than to go along with it. I kneel down behind the table, which has big white letters in the front that say "CENSORED." As I am tying his shoe, he makes the appropriate "Oh yeah, right there. Yes, a little to the left" sounds, as if I am giving him a blow job. I stand up once I've tied one of his shoes, and he quickly says "Done already?" I mutter an embarressed yes
"No no no, come down here, I'll show you how to do it." We both sit behind the table, and he starts to give me instructions on how to give a great blow job. Great The audience is dying laughing as he begins to throw out bras and underoos. Meanwhile, he's taking off his mc-hammer pants and putting back on his jeans. Finally, we're done. We both stand up.
"Thank you." "Oh no, thank you." "I'll see you after the show, baby." I sit down in my seat and bury my head into Jessica, wanting to hide from the whole atleast-80-people-packed-room-at-warehouse21. The whole ordeal probably took about 4 minutes. I definitely got the worst volunteer job.
But it was halarious. My cheeks and jaw hurt from smiling, my sides hurt from laughing.
What a chick magnet.
Monday, March 15, 2004
Tonite I went to the movies with my mom. I love my mom. We saw 50 First Dates, Adam Sandler's new movie. Now we all the know of the awfull dry spell he has been in with his movies lately. But this movie is really good! Its very very cute, and has some funny parts too! Rob Schneider is halarious in it! I recommend seeing it. Especially on a date. Not that my mom and I are dating....
I've been responsible lately. Its weird, and I like it. I haven't missed a day of work in 3 weeks and one day. Its so fulfilling, knowing I'll be getting a real paycheck tomorrow!
I've been responsible lately. Its weird, and I like it. I haven't missed a day of work in 3 weeks and one day. Its so fulfilling, knowing I'll be getting a real paycheck tomorrow!
Sunday, March 07, 2004
So Paula got accepted into Udub, which is the university in Seattle. While I'm really happy for her, I almost cry every time I think about it. Seattle is too far away, I won't be able to handle it...this whole time I really thought she would just go to UNM like the (almost) rest of us.
Its gonna be too hard to leave all my friends.
Its gonna be too hard to leave all my friends.
Sunday, February 29, 2004
I have just decided I am definitely not going to school tomorrow. I am wasting time right now, because I REALLY don't wanna write an essay on an excerpt from the Tempest, and I still have to go work for an hour in Hell, and I'm gonna have to wait for the Sunday-night-Mexican crowds to die down before I go. So I'll take a mental-health day tomorrow, and work on the essay then :D
This was the most dissapointing weekend ever. While Brian's party had the potential to be really fun, it just wasn't for some reason. Not sure why. Maybe because two movies were going at once and once the movies started everyone became separated.
Yesterday sucked more. Chris said him and Dex were definitely coming up to party with us, so I was so excited, and then Chris calls and says their not coming because they don't feel like it. Whatever. Then we spend 2 hours looking for the party deep within the woods, never found it, and just went back to Kat's house, where we failed to get neither drunk nor high, so I finally passed out around 4. How exciting.
Hopefully next weekend will be better since I'll be going down to Alb for Teresa's party.
This was the most dissapointing weekend ever. While Brian's party had the potential to be really fun, it just wasn't for some reason. Not sure why. Maybe because two movies were going at once and once the movies started everyone became separated.
Yesterday sucked more. Chris said him and Dex were definitely coming up to party with us, so I was so excited, and then Chris calls and says their not coming because they don't feel like it. Whatever. Then we spend 2 hours looking for the party deep within the woods, never found it, and just went back to Kat's house, where we failed to get neither drunk nor high, so I finally passed out around 4. How exciting.
Hopefully next weekend will be better since I'll be going down to Alb for Teresa's party.
Monday, February 23, 2004
Anyone else sick of reality shows yet?...
So I actually watched the season finale of My Big Fat Obnoxious Fiance. There was nothing else on, honest. And then I watched (and really got into) SUPER Millionaire, which was very cool of me. I still stick with Jeopardy, its more challenging, no multiple choice there! And I'm better at Jeopardy. So they're still popping out more and more reality shows. "Forever Eden" and something about a girl having to choose among guys (again), some of whom are gay. How exciting. Why is society so obsessed with gays anyways? America needs to get a life of their own.
Yet of course I can't resist reality shows. And neither can you. Admit it.
Go Jeopardy!
So I actually watched the season finale of My Big Fat Obnoxious Fiance. There was nothing else on, honest. And then I watched (and really got into) SUPER Millionaire, which was very cool of me. I still stick with Jeopardy, its more challenging, no multiple choice there! And I'm better at Jeopardy. So they're still popping out more and more reality shows. "Forever Eden" and something about a girl having to choose among guys (again), some of whom are gay. How exciting. Why is society so obsessed with gays anyways? America needs to get a life of their own.
Yet of course I can't resist reality shows. And neither can you. Admit it.
Go Jeopardy!
Thursday, February 19, 2004
Thu, June 17 / UMB Bank Pavilion / Maryland Heights, MO
Fri, June 18 / Tweeter Center Chicago / Tinley Park, IL
Sun, June 20 / Verizon Wireless Music Center / Noblesville, IN
Mon, June 21 / Verizon Wireless Music Center / Noblesville, IN
Wed, June 23 / Germain Amphitheatre / Columbus, OH
Thu, June 24 / Germain Amphitheatre / Columbus, OH
Sat, June 26 / Post-Gazette Pavilion at Starlake / Burgettstown, PA
Sun, June 27 / Post-Gazette Pavilion at Starlake / Burgettstown, PA
Tue, June 29 / Blossom Music Center / Cuyahoga Falls, OH
Thu, Aug 05 / Riverbend Music Center / Cincinnati, OH
Sat, Aug 07 / Alpine Valley Music Theatre / East Troy, WI
Sun, Aug 08 / Alpine Valley Music Theatre / East Troy, WI
Mon, Aug 16 / Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre / Bonner Springs, KS
Wed, June 30 / Molson Amphitheatre / Toronto, ONT
Tue, July 06 / Tweeter Center for the Performing Arts / Mansfield, MA
Wed, July 07 / Tweeter Center for the Performing Arts / Mansfield, MA
Sat, July 10 / Hershey Stadium / Hershey, PA
Sun, July 11 / Nissan Pavilion at Stone Ridge / Bristow, VA
Tue, July 13 / Darien Lake Performing Arts Centre / Darien Center, NY
Wed, July 14 / Merriweather Post Pavilion / Columbia MD
Fri, July 16 / ctnow.com Meadows Music Theatre / Hartford, CT
Sat, July 17 / ctnow.com Meadows Music Theatre / Hartford, CT
Tue, July 20 / Tweeter Center at the Waterfront / Camden, NJ
Wed, July 21 / Tweeter Center at the Waterfront / Camden, NJ
Fri, July 23 / Verizon Wireless Virginia Beach Amphitheatre / Virginia Beach, VA
Sat, July 24 / Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre / Charlotte, NC
Mon, July 26 / ALLTEL Pavilion at Walnut Creek / Raleigh, NC
Tue, July 27 / Hi-Fi Buys Amphitheatre / Atlanta, GA
Thu, July 29 / Tampa Bay Amphitheatre / Tampa, FL
Sat, July 31 / Sound Advice Amphitheatre / West Palm Beach, FL
Sun, Aug 01 / Sound Advice Amphitheatre / West Palm Beach, FL
Wed, Aug 04 / Starwood Amphitheatre / Antioch, TN
Wed, Aug 18 / Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre / Selma, TX
Fri, Aug 20 / The Cynthia Woods Mitchell Pavilion / Woodlands, TX
Sat, Aug 21 / The Cynthia Woods Mitchell Pavilion / Woodlands, TX
***Mon, Aug 23 / Journal Pavilion / Albuquerque, NM***
Tue, Aug 24 / Cricket Pavilion / Phoenix, AZ
Thu, Aug 26 / Coors Amphitheatre / Chula Vista, CA
Sat, Aug 28 / Home Depot Center / Carson CA
Sun, Aug 29 / Home Depot Center / Carson CA
Tue, Aug 31 / Sleep Train Amphitheatre / Marysville, CA
Sat, Sep 04 / Gorge Amphitheatre / George, WA
Sun, Sep 05 / Gorge Amphitheatre / George, WA
Finally! I have been so excited for the past week, cuz I knew they would soon be announced! I'm glad their stopping in Alb this year, they jipped us last year, so Jess and I took a trip up to Denver. But the wierd thing is, this year they skipped Colorado completely! No Denver at all. I'm dissappointed cuz I wanted to hit up both Alb and Denver. Oh Well. Gotta take what you can get! I'm SO excited now!!!!
Fri, June 18 / Tweeter Center Chicago / Tinley Park, IL
Sun, June 20 / Verizon Wireless Music Center / Noblesville, IN
Mon, June 21 / Verizon Wireless Music Center / Noblesville, IN
Wed, June 23 / Germain Amphitheatre / Columbus, OH
Thu, June 24 / Germain Amphitheatre / Columbus, OH
Sat, June 26 / Post-Gazette Pavilion at Starlake / Burgettstown, PA
Sun, June 27 / Post-Gazette Pavilion at Starlake / Burgettstown, PA
Tue, June 29 / Blossom Music Center / Cuyahoga Falls, OH
Thu, Aug 05 / Riverbend Music Center / Cincinnati, OH
Sat, Aug 07 / Alpine Valley Music Theatre / East Troy, WI
Sun, Aug 08 / Alpine Valley Music Theatre / East Troy, WI
Mon, Aug 16 / Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre / Bonner Springs, KS
Wed, June 30 / Molson Amphitheatre / Toronto, ONT
Tue, July 06 / Tweeter Center for the Performing Arts / Mansfield, MA
Wed, July 07 / Tweeter Center for the Performing Arts / Mansfield, MA
Sat, July 10 / Hershey Stadium / Hershey, PA
Sun, July 11 / Nissan Pavilion at Stone Ridge / Bristow, VA
Tue, July 13 / Darien Lake Performing Arts Centre / Darien Center, NY
Wed, July 14 / Merriweather Post Pavilion / Columbia MD
Fri, July 16 / ctnow.com Meadows Music Theatre / Hartford, CT
Sat, July 17 / ctnow.com Meadows Music Theatre / Hartford, CT
Tue, July 20 / Tweeter Center at the Waterfront / Camden, NJ
Wed, July 21 / Tweeter Center at the Waterfront / Camden, NJ
Fri, July 23 / Verizon Wireless Virginia Beach Amphitheatre / Virginia Beach, VA
Sat, July 24 / Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre / Charlotte, NC
Mon, July 26 / ALLTEL Pavilion at Walnut Creek / Raleigh, NC
Tue, July 27 / Hi-Fi Buys Amphitheatre / Atlanta, GA
Thu, July 29 / Tampa Bay Amphitheatre / Tampa, FL
Sat, July 31 / Sound Advice Amphitheatre / West Palm Beach, FL
Sun, Aug 01 / Sound Advice Amphitheatre / West Palm Beach, FL
Wed, Aug 04 / Starwood Amphitheatre / Antioch, TN
Wed, Aug 18 / Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre / Selma, TX
Fri, Aug 20 / The Cynthia Woods Mitchell Pavilion / Woodlands, TX
Sat, Aug 21 / The Cynthia Woods Mitchell Pavilion / Woodlands, TX
***Mon, Aug 23 / Journal Pavilion / Albuquerque, NM***
Tue, Aug 24 / Cricket Pavilion / Phoenix, AZ
Thu, Aug 26 / Coors Amphitheatre / Chula Vista, CA
Sat, Aug 28 / Home Depot Center / Carson CA
Sun, Aug 29 / Home Depot Center / Carson CA
Tue, Aug 31 / Sleep Train Amphitheatre / Marysville, CA
Sat, Sep 04 / Gorge Amphitheatre / George, WA
Sun, Sep 05 / Gorge Amphitheatre / George, WA
Finally! I have been so excited for the past week, cuz I knew they would soon be announced! I'm glad their stopping in Alb this year, they jipped us last year, so Jess and I took a trip up to Denver. But the wierd thing is, this year they skipped Colorado completely! No Denver at all. I'm dissappointed cuz I wanted to hit up both Alb and Denver. Oh Well. Gotta take what you can get! I'm SO excited now!!!!
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
There's nothing better than not going to school...well, except a really good concert. Today was a waste-of-time half-day, so I didn't go, and it was wonderful. And I got lots of Panda Express, and convinced myself it was ok to eat the whole thing since it was gonna be my breakfast and lunch. I shouldn't have eaten the whole thing. I don't know why I keep getting beef with brocolli, I always forget that I don't like it...but I eat it anyways.
Its such a beautiful day, it feels like a really cool summer day. I can't wait for summer. Freedom!
Its such a beautiful day, it feels like a really cool summer day. I can't wait for summer. Freedom!
Saturday, February 07, 2004
Thursday, February 05, 2004
My Warehouse package came today!!! (Warehouse being my Dave Matthews Band Fan Association). It was great. They send all the members an annual package, very exciting. I got an awesome keychain thing. It has one of those mountain climbing things that are always on keychains, and then a rope thingy...I'm really good with descriptions. Its very nice. Also got a picture, the annual Warehouse cd, which has Minarets on it, which I've been dying to listen to but its been scratched on the version I want...I also got a groovy Warehouse sticker with the firedancer on it. They've been using the firedancer logo alot more lately, I love it.
My eyes are dry. I need eye lube.
My eyes are dry. I need eye lube.
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
I had fun going to target tonite. I originally went for sunglasses, but ended up with sunglasses, target brand robotussin (non-alcoholic, what the hell?), a double pack of altoids, and cough drops. I'm set for life. what more could you need? I already have a toothbrush. I'm prepared to be a bum now.
Monday, January 26, 2004
I am drained of all emotion. And its only Monday. I have to stop watching depressing movies. Thats what I blame my constant state of not caring on.
And I can't stop eating once I get home. I just eat a bunch of shitty food. I hate it. I can't make myself stop. Its getting worse, and its disgusting. I want to be bolimic. I don't like to throw up though.
And I can't stop eating once I get home. I just eat a bunch of shitty food. I hate it. I can't make myself stop. Its getting worse, and its disgusting. I want to be bolimic. I don't like to throw up though.
Sunday, January 25, 2004
I spent all day doing nothing. It was very nice. Woke up around noon, watched tv all day, and spent an hour at Wally World. And my body hurts. Especially my throat and my brain.
Its pretty sad, I came to the conclussion with a friend that parties with alcohol are soooooo much better than parties w/o alcohol. Even though I had a great time at Brian's, I definitely would've done the "Drop it like its hot" thing if I was intoxicated. It sets me free.
Its pretty sad, I came to the conclussion with a friend that parties with alcohol are soooooo much better than parties w/o alcohol. Even though I had a great time at Brian's, I definitely would've done the "Drop it like its hot" thing if I was intoxicated. It sets me free.
Sunday, January 18, 2004
Being grounded hasn't been that bad so far. Friday night Jess and Paula came over and we watched Newsies and they spent the night. Saturday we went to a swimmeet to take pictures for yearbook, so we hung out with Kat there. I actually enjoyed it. I love taking pictures with the still camera. And naked bodies. Everywhere.
Last night I saw Along Came Polly with my mom, Jess, Daniel, and Teresa. It was so funny, I loved it. Then Kat spent the night. Yet another non-schoolnight that I went to sleep well before midnite. How sad. Today I get to work. No school tomorrow!
Last night I saw Along Came Polly with my mom, Jess, Daniel, and Teresa. It was so funny, I loved it. Then Kat spent the night. Yet another non-schoolnight that I went to sleep well before midnite. How sad. Today I get to work. No school tomorrow!
Monday, January 12, 2004
Thursday, January 08, 2004
School.
I want to drop calc. Now he's collecting homework, and I don't know how to do the work. At all. Its a whole different type of not knowing...nothing I've ever experienced in past math classes. It freaks me out.''
Tomorrow Chris' band "The Puff Daddies" is playing at Warehouse, along with the Blue Waldos. I'm so glad Chris is in town, I get to hang out with him. I invited Dex to come, he said maybe, he would talk to Chris. I really really hope he comes, I want to see him so bad.
I want to drop calc. Now he's collecting homework, and I don't know how to do the work. At all. Its a whole different type of not knowing...nothing I've ever experienced in past math classes. It freaks me out.''
Tomorrow Chris' band "The Puff Daddies" is playing at Warehouse, along with the Blue Waldos. I'm so glad Chris is in town, I get to hang out with him. I invited Dex to come, he said maybe, he would talk to Chris. I really really hope he comes, I want to see him so bad.
Saturday, January 03, 2004
I'm back home, and already bored out of my mind. It just really irritates me when none of my friends answer their phones.
I'm the kind of person that has to leave the house and do something productive everyday, or I go kinda crazy. So I slept in till 1 today, and began calling people at 3. I only got a hold of Kyle, who says he's going to sleep at 6, and Paula, who won't be back for an hour, since she's in Albuquerque.
Chris Day was in town yesterday, and I missed him since I didn't get back home till 1am.
I just really want to get out of the house more than anything.
Happy New Year.
I'm the kind of person that has to leave the house and do something productive everyday, or I go kinda crazy. So I slept in till 1 today, and began calling people at 3. I only got a hold of Kyle, who says he's going to sleep at 6, and Paula, who won't be back for an hour, since she's in Albuquerque.
Chris Day was in town yesterday, and I missed him since I didn't get back home till 1am.
I just really want to get out of the house more than anything.
Happy New Year.
Saturday, December 27, 2003
Thursday, December 25, 2003
I really should be in bed....
The past three mornings I have been up before 9am. And tomorrow will be even earlier, since I have to be AT Wal-mart at 7am. God help me. But at 8:45pm, I will be on my way to Las Vegas! Woohoo! I'm so excited for tomorrow, yet I'm really dreading it. I'm gonna need a big nap, just like my 2 and a half hour one today. I'm so proud of myself, I've saved up plenty of money for the trip.
Now lets just see if I have any for my car payment when I get back....I definitely won't, oh boy!
The past three mornings I have been up before 9am. And tomorrow will be even earlier, since I have to be AT Wal-mart at 7am. God help me. But at 8:45pm, I will be on my way to Las Vegas! Woohoo! I'm so excited for tomorrow, yet I'm really dreading it. I'm gonna need a big nap, just like my 2 and a half hour one today. I'm so proud of myself, I've saved up plenty of money for the trip.
Now lets just see if I have any for my car payment when I get back....I definitely won't, oh boy!
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
Tonite was the Secret Santa party at Harley's house. It was so much fun, I loved it! Harley was my Secret Santa, and she got me a GIANT pez dispenser! I was so happy I screamed. I saw one at costplus today while shopping for Becca and I wanted it so bad! The only bad thing is it plays really loud christmas music for a really long time and there's no way to stop it. But I love! It dispenses the pez containers.
Tomorrow I have a dentist appt at 8am. So I will have approximately 6 hours of sleep. Oh joy! I can't wait! Atleast I get to go with Irena to pierce one of her nipples afterwards!
Tomorrow I have a dentist appt at 8am. So I will have approximately 6 hours of sleep. Oh joy! I can't wait! Atleast I get to go with Irena to pierce one of her nipples afterwards!
